disconnected | r5 & selena gomez| rewritten version

10 // divorce...?

I awoke and I wasn't in my room. I looked around...was this brendons room?

"hi!" he said nicely. I yawned and rubbed my eyes.
"whats going on?" I whisper weakly.
"well...your friend called me and said you needed somewhere to stay. she didn't really explain but she brought you over and you were freaking out" he put a bottle of water on the nightstand.
"I'm sorry" I mumbled.
"Your my friend. It's my job to be nice to you. And laugh at you during appropriate times" he says.

He helped me sit up and gave me water and aspirins. He also explained that I'd had an argument with Riker and Courtney had come over and saw and took me here to get away.
"I think I should heard back. God knows what's going on" I say.
"I'll walk you" he decided.
"No it's fine" I insist.
"I'm gonna walk you and there's nothing you can do about it" He replied.
I smiled. "Ugh okay" we got up and I tripped and fell. 
brendon laughed.
"Appropriate?" I asked him.
"Indeed"

He helped me up and to my house.
"Call me if your bored or if you need anything" he says. I opened the door and we said bye and I thanked him. The house was quiet. And a mess. I went into the living room and saw Courtney, Rocky and Ross sleeping. Minus Ross.
"Hey" I say quietly. He looked up from his phone.

"Hey. How are you?" He asks me.
"Tired?" I shrugged.
"Rikers upstairs. Do you want something to eat?" He asks.
"I'm fine. But thanks. I'll see you in a bit" I ran up the stairs. The kids weren't here. Probably at school.

I opened the door slowly and saw him. He was sitting in his chair sipping coffee. He spotted me. "Hi" He says.
"Hi" I say quietly.
"We need to talk" I walked in and he slammed the door shut and put his mug down.

"Emma, this is going to break you but I have to be honest with you. I do love you. Remember that. But I feel this conversation is really important and we need to have it" He says to me. I nodded.

We sat on the bed. I felt sick.
"Emma I can't do this anymore" he said. No. I couldn't let him do this to himself!
"I've been in conflict with myself since our anniversary. About if this is working or not" if what is working!? What's he on about?
"I don't think our marriage is working out"

I felt my heart sink. Does he think our marriage was a mistake!?
"I feel like youre not supporting me. And I'm not understanding you. We barely trust each other. This isn't good. We need to find people who we can have faith in"

What the shit! I'm trying at least! I'm trying to support him! I trust him! What is going on?

"What are you saying?" I whisper.
"Emma" he took hold of my hands, his heart beating fast like mine. "We need to end our marriage"

Split up.
"A-a divorce?" I whimper.
He nodded. "I'm sorry" he says sadly. "But it's the best thing to do"
I nodded, tears rolling down my cheeks.
"Don't be upset" he says.
"You tell me not to be upset but you tell me your leaving me?" I whisper.
"Emma, it's for the best" he says, letting go of me.
"Whatever" I say quietly. I wiped my eyes and ran downstairs sobbing.

"Hey what's wrong?" Ross asks me, stopping me.
"He's leaving me" I whisper.
"What!?" He looked so shocked. "But your love is so strong! I-I don't see why..." he trailed off.
"Don't say anything to him. It's his choice" I say quietly.
"I'm sorry"
"What's going on?" Rocky asked.
"Emma and Riker are divorcing"

Divorce.
This was real.
Riker Lynch.
The guy I'd known since I was 20.
The guy who has helped me.
The guy who knows all my secrets.
The guy who I've been married to.
For 7 fucking amazing ass years.

Was divorcing me.