disconnected | r5 & selena gomez| rewritten version

46 // death of a bachelor

"life time of laughter at the expense of the death of a bachelor" I sang softly while I poured three lemonades.
"YES GIRL!"

I screamed and dropped the jug, smashing it and spilling the sugary drink. I turn around and saw Courtney and Cole laughing.
"Oh my god!" I bursted out laughing. "You dip shits" I pointed to the mess.

After I cleaned the mess up and gave the boys a drink each Cole told me he had a girlfriend.
"What!? Awww really!" I squeal.
"Mom!" He blushes.
"What's her name? Is she pretty? Is she vegan?" I interrogated.
"Geez!" Courtney grinned.
"Her names Millie. She's awesome and she's pretty! And no"

So she came over five minuets later.
"Hi. I'm Millie" she smiled and shook my hand.
"Aw you two are so cute!" I smiled.
"Mom!" Cole whined, going red.
"It's fine Cole! She's not wrong!" Millie giggles.
"Is that your girlfriend?" She pointed to courtney. Me and courtney bursted out laughing.
"Gross" We both say.

After the love birds went out, me and courtney hung out and played with her dog (PUPPIES ARE CUTE ) before she went. I decided to make an instant mug cake as I was hungry. I turned my music on and let Panic! At The Disco play. I sang along as I made my cake.

"Do I look lonely?
I see the shadows on my face
People have told me I don't look the same
Maybe I lost weight
I'm playing hooky with the best of the best
Put my heart on my chest so that you can see it, too
I'm walking the long road, watching the sky fall
The lace in your dress tingles my neck, how do I live?
The death of a bachelor
Oh oh
Letting the water fall
The death of a bachelor
Oh oh
Seems so fitting for
Happily ever after (woo)
How could I ask for more?
A lifetime of laughter
At the expense of the death of a bachelor
I'm cutting my mind off
Feels like my heart is going to burst
Alone at a table for two and I just wanna be served
And when you think of me am I the best you've ever had?
Share one more drink with me, smile even though you're sad
I'm walking the long road, watching the sky fall
The lace in your dress tingles my neck, how do I live?
The death of a bachelor
Oh oh
Letting the water fall
The death of a bachelor
Oh oh
Seems so fitting for
Happily ever after (woo)
How could I ask for more?
A lifetime of laughter
At the expense of the death of a bachelor
The death of a bachelor
Oh oh
Letting the water fall
The death of a bachelor
Oh oh
Seems so fitting for
Happily ever after (woo)
How could I ask for more?
A lifetime of laughter
At the expense of the death of a bachelor"

I put my mug on the table and grinned. I opened the door and saw Riker on the floor.
"What are you doing?" I giggled.
"Listening to the most angelic voice ever" he says.
I laughed. "Aw"

We invited our siblings over to hang for  a bit to liven it up. We got pizza and played games as a family. It was so fun. Then there was a knock on the door. Rydel went to get it and came back with a red box. "It's for you" She says.
"For me?" I ask. There was no address on it so it was quite weird.

I opened it up. No.
"Im gonna be sick" I ran upstairs and cried.

RIKER POV
"What- oh my god!" Rocky emptied the content. Inside was a bunch of razor blades, pills, a noose, a bottle of bleach, laxatives and a note. Kill yourself it said.
"I thought it stopped" I mumbled. I heard Emma crying her eyes out upstairs and then a bang.
"When I see that mother fucker I will murder them" mason gritted his teeth.

I went upstairs to Emma and saw our room was a mess.

EMMA POV
I cried and cried. Riker walked in and sat me on his lap, holding me close as I sobbed. After calming me down we talked a bit and then headed downstairs.

I threw the box in the trash.
"Emma! You should report it!" mason says.
"It's fine" I whisper, sitting next to him. "It fucking isn't! Emma if you actually took your life, God knows what would have happened!" He was clearly thinking of my last suicide attempt when Brendon saved my life. He started to cry. Me and Selena comforted him to the best of our abilities.