You didn't know that this would happen to you, out of everyone, it had to be you. Sitting in plain room, your mind racing. The only thing you could think of was Daniel and what he would do. Thinking about all the memories you've created and the moments you cherished with him.
*Flashback*
"I'm home!" you yell from the back door.
"In the living room." your boyfriend yells back.
You take off your shoes and drop all of your stuff. You then run into the other room and attck your boyfriend with a big bear hug.
"Whoa, someone's excited to see me." he said smiling at you.
He hugged you back tightly and gave you a kiss.
"You feeling better?" you asked him.
"Sort of, I've been on the couch all day, thinking about you." he told you with a cute smile.
You giggled a bit and snuggled up to him.
"I'm gonna get myself some water." he told you starting to get up.
"No, you're sick, let me do it." you told him pushing him back down.
"Come on, I've been helpless this whole time. I want to do something for myself." he replied finshing the argument because you knew he wouldn't budge.
"Alright." you answered hesitantly.
He kissed you on the head and got up from the sofa. He then started to walk slower and was swaying.
"Daniel? You okay?" you asked getting worried.
"I'm fi-" he started but then collapsed on the floor.
"Oh my gosh. Daniel!" you said quickly walking over to him.
"Talk to me Daniel, come on you're gonna be okay." you continued to talk.
You were on top of him. You held onto him tightly and kissed his cheek.
"One on the lips might make it feel better." your boyfriend told you with a smile.
"Wha-? Were you just pretending?" you questioned him.
"Well, I did have a bad headache, but the fall wasn't completely real." he told you.
"You scared me! You have to do everything I say for the rest of the night." you told him.
"Sounds good to me." he replied with a smile.
*End of flashback*
Blocking out all the sounds, you continued to do what they said. Silent, hot tears running down your face. With the back of hand you wiped your tears. Opening the door, you entered the blank room. White walls, a white bed and machines. Daniels images still running in your mind.
*Start of Flashback*
"Put me down!!" you giggled while he twirled you around
"Never!" Daniel said continuing to spin you.
Finally, he stopped, you still in his arms. Panting, both of you look at each other in the eyes. You getting lost in his deep blue eyes. You leaned down, noses touching.
"Y/N how much do you love me?" he said barely above a whisper
"More than anything in the world" You whispered back.
Daniel pushed his face closer to you and connected your lips together, kissing you passionately. You felt like everything around you disappeared. Just the two of you, alone. Not a care in the world, all of your worries and stresses just disappearing. You both pulled away and he put you on the ground his eyes not breaking contact. Rain started slightly pouring down on both of you. Both of you enjoying it. Daniel hugged you close to him.
*End of Flashback*
You entered the room, head hung low. Sitting on the flat bed. You brought you knee's up to your chest and cried. Loud sobs escaping your lips. Your heart racing fast. Trying steady your beating heart. Trying to find an escape from reality. Trying to break free from all of your emotions.
*Start of Flashback*
"Where the hell are we going Daniel." You sighed heavily.
"You'll see." He says.
It's a Friday night. About to turn 8:00 pm. You were beyond tired with all the exams eating you alive, and you absolutely hated surprises. As you drove, he had a blindfold around your eyes, so you didn't know where you were." Did you know that sometimes you are very creepy. What if your a serial killer, awaiting my doom." You giggle.
"You know I would find other ways to torture you." He teases as he squeezes your left thigh, making you squeal.
He knew your weakness. Tickling.
You swat at his arm." No fair! I can't see." You move your arms to try to grasp him, only to find out your hands were really near the manhood area.
The car swerves a bit, and a sudden stop, making you jerk your head." What the hell." You sputter.
"Contain your hands Y/N. I know I'm so irresistible."
"Oh, please. You want my hands all over you." You put your hand in the air, feeling his cheek which warmed with embarrassment.
*End of Flashback*
The door opened, they came in. Screams and yells could be heard from outside, suddenly the door opened. There stood the love of your life. Red, bloodshot eyes, tears streaming down his face. Running to you with open arms he hugged you. But you hugged back harder.
*Start of Flashback*
"Hey Daniel" You asked quietly, breaking the silence.
"Yeah?" He answered
"How much do you love me?" you asked turning your head to look at him. He propped up his head on his wrist and looked at you.
"I promise that everyday I'm around, I'll keep you safe and I'll keep you sound. There will be never one day that I won't go without thinking about you. Everyday I promise to keep you protected"
"What about when your on tour? I'll miss you" you asked curiously.
"When you miss me close your eyes, I may be far but never gone and take a piece of my heart and make it all your own so when we are apart you'll never be alone" He said getting closer to you sealing what he said with a passionate kiss.
*End of Flashback*
You closed you eyes forcing yourself to push him off you. You wiped your tears. Looked at him and gave him a sad smile. Kissing his forehead you pushed him further away.
"I'm sorry, I didn't tell you sooner. It's just I thought you would be sad if I told you I had cancer"
"Baby, please don't leave me" he stuttered.
"I'm sorry" you sobbed
"I you can't then I can't live either" he cried holding onto your hand.
The rest of the boys come running to your room also with tears staining their cheeks.You looked at them and gave them a sad but warm smile.
Daniel gripped onto you. He looked deep into your eyes. Just like the first, both of you closed your eyes for your final kiss, and then you breathed your last. He pulled back, held your limp body and hugged you close crying into your hair.
"NOOO!!! Y/N!" He screamed.
The boys came and hugged your dead body.Daniel throwing a tantrum when they had to take your body away. The boys sat their for a while until it was dark and late. The doctor came back into the room, telling the boys that they had to go. Jack and Jonah helped Daniel to the car. Daniel rested his head against Corbyn's shoulder while Zach whispered words of comfort his voice cracking once in a while. All of them silently crying. Returning back home. Daniel quietly whispering that he will see you soon.
*A/N Sorry for the slow updates, I am currently doing my yearly exams. Also if you have any requests than I will be taking but I will be writing it as Y/N so everyone can read it. Inspired by Never Be Alone by Shawn Mendes*
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