Had I Known How To Save A Life

Meet And Greet

Hey hey hey. So today sucked and I feel like blocking out the world sooo heres an update. xc

*Brooke's P.O.V.*

Holy shit. Do I love him? I don't know. Lou was yelling at Zayn and Andi for totally flirting it up. I gazed at him. I studied his features, his strong jaw line, his crooked smile, his sparkling eyes. He turned his head and caught me.

"Like what you see?" He said cheekily with that damn crooked smile and that damn sparkling wink. Thats when I knew I had fallen in love.

      We got to the conference hall for the meet and greet. Saying I'm anxious is an understandment. Saying the crowd is huge is an understatement. Great. We all stepped out of our cars and were automatically surrounded by security. Screams also surronded us. Some were nice but others.....lets not go there.

"They're right you know. You are a worthless fat hoe."

*Louis's P.O.V.*

Brooke looked absolutely terrified walking throught the crowd. She kept pulling down her sleeves and tears filled her eyes. I hooked my arm around her waist and she relaxed into me. We finally got through the crowd and  into the hall to set up. It'll be fine.

LATER THAT DAY DURING THE MEET & GREET 

The order that we were sitting in was as so: Niall, Gabi, Jazzy, Liam, Zayn, Andi, Brooke, Me, Harry, Lizzy.

It wasnt a very good greet so far. The girls were getting a lot of indirect hate. Nothing straight and blunt  but still hate. A girl around fifteen walked up to the table, she just gave of this bitchy essence.

"I love you guys so so much! But what I dont like is them." She sneered.

"Excuse me?" I asked

"Weeeelll." She said dragging out the word. "She has the IQ of twelve, she's annoying as all hell, she's a know it all, she's just disgusting and she has no talent what so ever." She rattled off pointing at each girl as she went down the line. Everyone just sat there gaping at her. This girl hit everyone's sensitive point. Finally Jazzy got up, Gabi followed, then Andi. But Lizzy, she was pissed.

"Oh really?" She asked. "Your opinions don't matter and I dont care how much money your daddy paid on your nose job but it makes you look like a snob. Frankly no one here gives a shit about you or your opinions so, buh bye."

"Well, I'll have you know my dad is a very important ma-"

"Um hun did you not here me? No one gives a flying fuck." And with that, the little bitch stormed off.

This whole time Brooke just stared at her hands. She leaned over and whispered in my ear.

"I love you." I just stared at her in shock. The bright look in eyes faltered and she ran away.

*Brooke P.O.V.*

     I'm so stupid. He doesnt love me. He just feels bad. I wouldnt doubt my parents set him up for this. He's perfect and Im just ugggghhhh. See he isnt even coming for me. I might as well just tell him Im going back to the flat to get my things. He won't care anyway. He didnt even care enough to carry on the lie, he just stared at me with that dumb look like I did something wrong. Well I did. I walked back to the greet my legs shaking. I surveyed the area, everyine was carrying on like the girls never left. And Louis was- Louis was....FUCKING SNOGGING THE BITCH. A sob escaped my lips and tears starting pouring from my face. I turned and ran.

*Louis P.O.V.*

I was just about to go after Brooke and when I turned around, that little shit was there. And she-she bloody kissed me. I pulled her off.

"What do you think you're doing!?"

"Oh dont act like you didnt love it." She whispered and skipped away. Shit.

*Brookes P.O.V.*

I finally stopped running. I stould on gravel. I pulled up my sleeves delicately and removed the bandages. I ran my hands over the cuts, how pretty. I grabbed my phone and took of the case. My blade fell into my hand. I small smile played on my lips. Isn't it strange? How could I be standing here crying yet have a smile on my face?

"Don't you remember? You're crazy."  

Oh yeah.

I took a deep breath and starting my familair routine. Deeper, deeper. How could I be so niave? I fell in love and was dumb enough to trust Louis to catch me.

I started to get weak, my vision blurred. I hear a horn in the distance and my phone vibrating by my side. Buzzz buzz, a constant sound.  I hear the horn again. But now I see a figure. A small fragile frame. Much smaller than the fat ass I am.

"That's right kill yourself you disgusting pig." Great her again. She's standing across from the traintracks that seem to have manifested before me. Were they always there? Probably but Im to crazy to see had seen them before. Everything is like a dream hazy and soft. The girl is still standing there. Watching me, watching the blood drip down my arms. There's that horn again. Thats when it connected. The train tracks, the horn, the trains coming.

"Come on now jump in front of the train. What do I need to put some food out there for you?" She coaxed. The ground starts to vibrate, I  feel the train coming up by my left.

"Oh what a pleasant way to die." I said coldly and jumped. The last thing I heard was the girl's scream. The last thing I felt was my phone vibrating in my pocket.

Please don't hate me. I need 1.5k before an update. Lots of love xoxo