Layla | 1

I Want This

Logan
Chloe walks into my apartment after going on a short walk alone. "Logan?" She asks.

"Huh?" I say while looking up from my desk. She looks almost as if she's about to cry.

"Did... did anything happen in the elevator with Ayla?" She asks me gaining my full attention. I look at her.

"Chloe I'm so sorry! I really didn't mean to! It-It.... Please forgive me!" I beg, but I almost don't want her to forgive me. It's complicated. I really, really like Chloe, but I love Ayla.

You're probably thinking, "Break up with Chloe and be with Ayla." It's not that simple. Ayla doesn't want to be together. I've tried waiting and I can't do it. I can't look at her happy without me. It hurts. That may sound selfish, but I don't care. She needs me, but not as much as I need her, or at least she's not admitting to it.

"Logan, it's okay. I just want you to be honest with me." I sigh. "But do you love her?" She then asks me. I tense up and look right into her eyes. I slightly nod.

"But it could never work between me and her-" I quickly say before she cuts me off.

"No Logan, it could never work between us. I love you, but I need to let you go. You two need each other... by the way, she loves you too." Chloe then starts to walk to the door.

"Chloe wait!" I yell them jump in front of her. "Thank you," I say then kiss her goodbye. She smiles and leaves.

I head back to my room and lay on my bed. I think I'll tweet something.

Loganpaul: something just happened to me. thank you to Chloe for giving me the push. I needed it. friends?

(on a separate tweet)
Chloebennet4: everything happens for a reason. let go of a relationship, but gain a friendship.

Ayla
I'm scrolling through Twitter when I notice that both Logan and Chloe have tweeted. If I'm not mistaken, I would say they broke up. I hear a knock on my door. Who could that be? You know what it's honestly probably Logan here to bug me because Chloe told him. It's 10 o'clock shouldn't he be editing?

I jump up and open the door. Logan's standing their with a smug smile on his face. "She told you!" I yell while walking back into my living room. I left more door open in hopes that he would follow me in. I run my hands through my hair on the verge of tears. Then I feel I light hand rest on my shoulder. I turn around and look up into Logan's beautiful blue eyes.

"Hey, hey. It's okay. Chloe and I are done." He attempts to comfort me.

"No Logan! You don't get it! I want this, but can't have it. It's just a tease," I snap at him. He looks astonished.

"Ayla I don't get it! You just said you want this! Why can't you have it?" He starts questioning me.

"I don't deserve this!" I yell at him, "I'm the reason Raina died. And I don't know how to live with that," I start to cry. He engulfs me in a hug. I missed this. I missed it a lot. I need him more than I'll own up to. I won't even admit to myself how much I need him because it's kind of pitiful. Then again, can love be pitiful?

"No Ayla. I don't deserve you. You're beautiful, nice, caring, and... a-and I love you." Whoa wait. Did he just say...

Logan
"No Ayla. I don't deserve you. You're beautiful, nice, caring, and... a-and I love you," I confess to her. She looks up at me and smiles. I wipe her tears and pull her back into a hug.

"I love you too," she says. We both just stand there. In this perfect moment.

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ayo! sorry for the short chapter! read the sneak peak of the next few chapters down below!! it takes place a month later. vote if you enjoyed. comment telling me if you liked it! until next time,
xoxo meg

Sneak Peek:
One Month Later (after Logan's moved into his house)
Logan
I wake up and look at the ground. Clothes. Things must've gotten wild last night at the party. I think I'm at Ayla's apartment somehow. I do remember going somewhere with a couple people, but I also remember being mad at Ayla. I roll over to play with her hair, but that's not what I see. It's not Ayla laying next to me. It's...
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