The Son Of A Murderer

-Chapter 4-

(Unedited obviously)

My lips pushed violently against his as our breathing got heavier and heavier. The music in the background felt like it got louder and louder in my ears as I felt every sensation in my body all at once. Brendon's hands moved up and down my back and he kept tugging at my shirt. In the farthest part of the back of my head I was thinking what the fuck am I doing this can end well. The rest of me was screaming damn. With one hand tangled throughout his hair and the other pulling us closer I was trying my best not to get my feet mixed up and fall over. That last thing I want is this to end because of my fucking clumsy ass feet. In between the kisses we would just shallowly breath near each other's faces and inspect the others extremely flushed cheeks. (FACE CHEEKS GUYS WE ARENT THERE YET JESUS) This man was beautiful. Then it hit me like a lump of burnt bread chucked at my forehead. I am considered a man and so is this person. What was that called. I liked women I think. Right? I got pulled out of my thoughts as Brendon detached from my lips and traced kisses along my chin and upper neck. My entire body shivered. This is so confusing. The light chuckles confused me he pulled back and smiled a sort of side smile. "What?" I asked not understanding what's so funny. "Nothing-I think it's cute how new you are to this, that's all," he had said lowering his eyelids slightly and letting his eyes travel to my lips again. What. Was he calling me bad at this. Am I bad at this? Thats really rude. Maybe it's cause I keep zoning out. It's giving him the wrong idea. Like I'm doing now! I pulled away from my thoughts and focused on Brendon his eyes were closed lightly and he was leaving a large amounts of small hickeys all over my neck. He had gotten over to a certain side of it at an interesting angle which cause some unknown thing to escape my mouth. Did I just fucking moan that is so embarrassing what the fuck I can not believe this why the hell would I do that in front of another person omg. My entire face had heated up. I don't think he heard it until the second time. He was going back over where he had gone and found the area again. He sucked harder (hah I typed succ at first) until he found exactly where it was. I let out an average pitched moan with extreme hints of pleasure in it. (aaAaaaHhhH lol no I need to stop with these side notes fuck) I felt him smirk intensely and continue do all sorts of things right there. It was driving me crazy and I was trying to keep quiet. I moaned once more with much more breathiness and he went back up to my mouth to silence it. The kids ended with a smack and after he went slid his hands under my shirt. "AH SHIT," I had yelled much more loudly than intended. His hands were really cold. He continued anyway and the frozen hands got warmer the more he explored my chest and back. We were repeatedly kissing with a bit more of tongue each time as this was happening. He lifted up my entire shirt and tossed it aside. I pulled him even closer and all of a sudden desperately needed to feel his bare chest against mine. I looked him in the eyes for the thousandth time today and rugged slightly at his shirt. He violently kissed me and then pulled it off without hesitation. He got as odd as we possibly could with out actually becoming one being. One hand rested in the small dip in his back and the other desperately gripping at his shoulder.

-I'm sorry world. I am slightly ashamed and this was actually kind of weird because I've never written low key smut except it's not even smut there is not the ~sex~ yet its just this I'm sorry but I'm a wimp and also I am now realizing how much I am attracted to the female species and how much I really don't like muscles. Lol curse my gayness! Whatever I shall continue. But don't expect me to describe in detail their rippling abs or veiny arms. Sorry •_• I'm just a little doge don't judge me bye now- *edit - ew wtf I'm so cringy*