Once Upon A Time, A Thousand Tears Ago #Wattys2017

Chapter 55: Cold; Behaviour and weather

Chapter 55: Cold; Behaviour and weather

I sit on the bed of this room; THIS ROOM. A few days back, I was so excited to be here in THIS room. I was thinking that I am the girl who is loved by Zayn Malik. I left my family for him and he proved how wrong I was this whole time. Here I am, once again, the same room but different emotions. Now, I know where I stand in his life. I know I don't even exist in his life. Karma is a bitch. I betrayed the people who believed in me in every phase of my life and then the person for whom I betrayed others, betrayed me. What goes around comes around.

I am standing in a room at Zayn's mansion. He says that it's my room. I don't believe him. It's hard to believe anyone from now on. Seeing myself in the mirror shows me my unpleasant face. I had thought that betraying my family will not affect my life but write it on a wall people, if you have the guts to ruin someone's life, you should have the strength to see your own life getting ruined. I can recall Zaroon's face when he left me at the airport and said that he will always be with me. Should I call him? Should I tell him what happened to me? But now he is engaged to my own sister and I can't ruin him and my sister one more time. It's high time that I should stop being a life-destroyer and make some amendments. Maybe, living with Zayn Malik as his wife will be a punishment good enough for me.

I hear a knock at the door that brings me out of my dead thoughts.

"Yes."

Zayn Malik enters in. How am I supposed to see him every day? Whenever I see him, he reminds me how bad of a decision maker I am.

"Zara, if you need anything, just let me know and remember you have to act like my wife in front of my grandfather especially."

I nod. I don't have any other option. I just want to finish this drama as soon as I can so that I can make sure that he cannot drag my family behind the bars on the basis of any contract.

"I wanted to re-introduce you to...... the girl I love. Here's Victoria." He holds the hand of the girl and welcomes her in the room. There she is, the woman who has his heart. I still remember how much Waliyha loathed her. How everyone always despised her. I know how much she hates me and I....... I don't know how much I hate her. I don't even know who do I hate most; Victoria, Zayn or myself.

"Hi, Bitch. The day I saw you, I knew you were up to something. You entered the band, you entered in Zayn's life and then you thought that he loves you." She laughs hysterically and Zayn smiles too. They are laughing at me and my foolishness. "So girl, you really thought that Zayn Malik will let you be his wife. Did you ever try sneaking a peek at your hideous body or at your ugly little face or your nasty shrill voice? Look at yourself and look at me. You cannot even compete with Shrek Ogre's donkey." She laughs again at her own jokes.

"You are right, Victoria. But the problem is, I am his wife. Even if he leaves me and marries you, still, you'll be the second wife. I will always stay as his first wife, in his life and in his Wikipedia's profile. You can try your best but you can never erase me from his fate. He was destined to be my first and then yours. You will always be his SECOND and I will always be his FIRST. As far as love is concerned, I don't care if he never loved me. What I care about, is that I loved him. He's my first love." I look into Zayn Malik's eyes this time while confessing my love. Never had I thought that I would be confessing my love in front of this woman but life serves you surprises. Zayn was not smiling anymore. Instead, he was staring back intensely. I realized that my eyes were burning too. Oh damn, it's the tears again. Every time they fall these days, I don't even realize that they are falling. They burn me and everything that lies inside; hope, love, everything.

"You are a piece of crap and you will pay for what you said."

"Don't worry, I am already paying for this." I glare at Zayn once again. It's true though. I am paying for these bloody feelings that I had for him.

"Zayn, I want to stay in your room with you tonight; just you and me on this bed. Throw this bitch out." Victoria comments harshly again.

"I don't mind being a bitch but you better stop acting like a slut, Victoria."

"How dare she say that to me, Zayn. It's enough, throw her out of this place or I am never talking to you again."

"Listen Victoria,......."

"Stop it you two." I cut Zayn. "I am going. I'll be back when she's gone." With this, I pick up my purse and leave the house.

It's raining outside and that's perfect. Now I can easily cry out without making it obvious. I was in extreme rage when I left the house but I don't know where to go now. It's freezing cold, raining cats and dogs and I didn't even take any coat. I sit under the big oak tree next to Zayn's house. My skin starts turning to the palest colour that humanity has ever seen. What if I freeze to death? Will he still drag my family into legal matters? If no, then I should just die right here. What a perfect way to end your life; Sitting next to your beloved's house, taking your last breaths and imagining the life that you always wanted. Let's just die and finish off the whole matter. But, am I dying of the cold weather or the cold behaviour?

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