Secrets (Hayes Grier)

Chapter 15 ~ The Dream

~Emma~

We decided to have a sleep over so all of us were together to leave tomorrow for Magcon. I got in basketball shorts and a shirt that was too big for me. But I still wore it. I walked back down stairs and sat with Hayes. I was tired. I was watching tv when Hayes got up to make popcorn. We where watching Paranormal Activity. I hated scary movies but it was worth watching it with my best friends. As I was watching the movie Nash, Cam, Taylor, and Shawn went behind the couch and scared me to death by screaming in my ear. I jumped and got pretzels all in my hair. Nash, Cam, and Taylor walked off laughing there butts off. Shawn jumped out from behind the couch and helped me get the pretzels out of my hair. I don't know what happened, but we met eyes. It felt like no one was around. Then Hayes walked in. I looked up at Hayes and laughed. "What happened to you?!" He asked in a funny voice. Shawn got up out of Hayes's seat. I don't know what just happened with him. Hayes helped me get the rest of the pretzels out of my hair. We eventually did. When the movie was over Kat was asleep in Matts arms. They must really love each other. I was walking up stairs and got in bed. I fell asleep with the bear in my arms.

-In Dream-

I opened my eyes. I couldn't find my bear anywhere. Until I really looked around. I was in a hospital bed. I got out. Then nurses came running to me. "Hey hey hey get back in bed crazy!" They said. I raised one eyebrow. "Gurl you need Jesus" I said. They pushed me back in to the room and locked it. I found my phone. I looked at my wallpaper. But it wasn't me and Hayes. It was a picture of an arm all cut. I looked down at my wrists. I covered my mouth in shock. "I don't cut I don't cut" I kept repeating to myself, but all I saw where scars. I sat in a corner rocking back and fourth. I got up and looked in a mirror. I looked terrifying. I was really skinny. Really skinny. I didn't get it. I looked on my phone again. I looked threw all my pictures. They were all depressing pictures. But then I saw one that had me and Hayes. We were in a heart.....a broken heart. I looked at the contacts. All I had was Kat. I called her. But it didn't ring. I started to breath really heavy. I couldn't take it. I felt like the walls were caving in. I saw a fuzz under the bed. I picked it up. It was the bear, all torn up. I closed my eyes.

-Reality-

I woke up all sweaty. I looked at my wrists they didn't have anything except the cast. I looked and saw the bear it was fine. Then Hayes ran in. I probably screamed. "Baby what's wrong? It's 5 in the morning?" He asked. I hugged him, and explained my dream. He looked confused, but so was I. He hugged me and stayed the rest of the night with me. I fell asleep again but I was fine. We woke up and I turned over to see Hayes. His hair was all messy. It was hot. ;) I smiled. "How'd you sleep this time?" He asked. "Better" I said. We got up. I went and got in the shower. I came out and got dressed. I was in a red sleeveless shirt with a number 7 on the back and Grier above it. It had a bulldog on the front of it. I wore some shorts and white sandals. I came in my room and Hayes was still in there but dressed. I left my hair down but had a red and white head band with a bow on it. We all ran in to the van as Nash drove. "I HAVE TO PEE!!!" Yelled Matt. We all laughed. We eventually got to the airport. Matt ran to the bathroom. "I guess he wasn't lying" I said. And of course girls ran after the boys to get pictures. But after that we got on the plane. And I fell asleep again....