Secrets [Jastin]

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(Justin's POV)
It was the next morning. I was still in the hospital and my back had gotten better. I can bend over now, but not for that long. I was eating the hospital food they had and then spitting it into the trash can. They said if they come back and this plate wasn't almost empty they'd keep me in here more.

I still don't know where my backpack is and I couldn't go to school. By now, I have at least five to ten absents. I heard this one kid didn't graduate because he missed twenty four days of school. I don't want to be like him, but it's probably what's going to happen. I only want to go back to school to see my friends. They probably don't care about me by now, but I care about them. I want to see if Forest and Abby got together and Reid so I can tell him everything.

"Mr. Bieber." I stopped spitting into the trash can and saw the nurse who called my name. It was Nurse Ash and honestly I was happy. She's the only nice nurse here and she's young, so she gets me. She came over and grabbed the plate. "At least you had it in your mouth. Do you want me to bring you water?"

"Please." I nodded my head. She left and I was surrounded by the noise of chirping from the window. At least I got to stop having that fake food in my mouth. The disgusting taste is not good, never eat hospital food.

"Hey baby!" It was Jason. He was looking hot as ever with a snapback and in his hand he had a big teddy bear. I may act like a child, but teddy bears are my weakness. They're so cuddly and when I hug them too tight, they don't say to let go like some people. They love being cuddled and so do I. "I got you this!"

"Thank you!" I squealed snatching the bear out of his hands and hugging it the most tightest I could. I will admit I like age play. I like acting like a little kid and .... the daddy names and shit, but only I know that. Jason doesn't even know. I don't like dressing up like a baby though, it's too much for me. The closet I'll get is wearing big onesies which is a normal thing...for girls.

"What should his name be?" Jason ran his hand through my hair which made me relax a little bit. It was a brown fluffy bear that smelled like chocolate cookie dough. One of my most favorite smells. Perfect. His name should be Chocolate Cookie Dough. Although, that's too long. How about just chocolate? Yeah I like that better.

"His name is Chocolate because he smells amazing as chocolate!" I smiled and gave my boyfriend a kiss on the cheek. He said today we were moving my stuff to his house. When I asked him how we would get my stuff to his house, he said not to worry. I did though. What if they found some of my stuff, the things I want to keep hidden. That's going to be an exciting story...

"I love his name." Jason kissed my forehead. My mind went back to the age play stuff. Would Jason judge me if I told him? I mean will he feel uncomfortable about it? I don't want him too cause then he might break up with me. I don't want us to break up. I never want us to break up. "You excited for today?"

"Duh! I get to live with the love of my life! I couldn't be happier." I exclaimed making him laugh. What if they find my age play stuff when they're moving my stuff? Just the thought makes me worried. When I mean age play stuff I mean...sex toys and other things. I've had a box under my bed since I was thirteen filled with age play things. It has sex toys, binkies, small blankets, and a few other age play stuff. I don't want them to go through it.

"I love you." Jason kissed the top of my head while I was making Chocolate dance. Am I the only one who does this? I had a song playing in my head and tried making him dance. They do it so funny, that's why I love them. "I see Chocolate got some moves there!"

"He's a professional dancer." Chocolate accidentally flew off the bed when I tried making him do a backflip. I held in the tears while my savior went to go pick him up. When I got him back, I held him the most closest to my chest and whispered nice things into his ear. I almost killed him! "I'm sorry sir Chocolate Cookie Dough!"