Love/Hate - Draco x Reader.

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Holy fuck okay u ballsacks, I just wanna say a huge thank you to the 1000+ reads. I really fucking appreciate it. ANYYYWHOOOOO.. Imma try do longer chapters now since my last one was really lacking.

Draco POV.

Saint Potter is such a pain. I can't even go to meet up with Pansy without him ruining my mood. Not like Pansy ever puts me in a good mood. She isn't all bad, I just don't think she understands the difference between Liking someone, and being Obsessed. She seeks too much affection from me and expects a lot. I'm only 12, I'm too young to be all smushy or something.

Eventually I make it too the lake. Blaise, Pansy and the two fat ass's are there. Finally I can chill out.

"Draco, what took so long?" Pansy asks in a sickly sweet tone.

"Its just been hectic." I say mumbling.

She really doesn't need to know every detail about my life and it annoys me to the high heavens when she gets too involved. It's like the damn pug doesn't know what personal space is. But I know I can't get too mad when she only cares about my well being.

"I'm always here for you Draco" She says with a small smile.

I zone out of my thoughts for a few moments until Blaise speaks up.

"Oh, It's Y/N!" He exclaims. I look to where his eyes are and of course, there is Y/N in the distance with a few other Slytherins. I quickly dart my eyes away from her figure.

"Do you fancy her Blaise?" Pansy questions. She takes a quick glance at me while I am now looking at the ground.

"She certainly stands out." He states. That's true, buddy.

"So I've noticed".

I sigh knowing this conversation isn't going to get anywhere.

"If you fancy here, just ask her out. I know she is available."

"No Pansy, even if I do like her, I know someone else has their eyes set on her." His eyes dart to me momentarily. I'm gonna kill you Blaise.

"Draco, is NOT interested in Y/L." She spat. She suddenly grabs her stuff and storms off. Leaving me with Blaise as the other two dumb ass's followed her.

The silence isn't uncomfortable. Kinda reliving really. That is, Until it is broken.

"Why are you leading her on, Malfoy?" He sighed.

I don't even have to look up to know hes staring at me.

There is so many reasons why I can not be with Y/N. Too many secrets and I cannot disobey orders that were given to me. I Like her. A lot. But there is just this feeling I have knowing that the whole relationship will blow up and we will both get into shit. Y/N has "powers" that she isn't aware off. And due to those "powers" Voldemort wants them to himself. The girl is in constant danger. And as selfish as this is gonna sound, I cannot risk my life, nor anyone else's for the sake of her.

"So I don't end up hurt."

Blaise finally fell silent after that.

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"Pansy what the hell is your problem?!"

Oh no.

"Just stay away from him! You're only causing him trouble. His mine Y/L. So Piss off!"

Great Pansy is picking fights. I'm currently in my dorm trying to study for the next potion for tomorrow. My studying was interrupted by 2 girls fighting over me. Well, One girl fighting over nothing really. Closing my book a take a deep breath knowing this is going to be exhausting. I exit my dorm and walk down the stairs into the common room where there is Y/N and Pansy arguing while other Slytherins are watching the action.

"Pansy what did I ever do to you?" Y/N asks more calmly. "I thought we were mates?"

Pansy sneered. "Oh please, we were never Mates. I only care about one person here and that is MY boyfriend. So just back off."

I finally step out of the shadows and walk slowly to the scene. I know what the out come to this is going to be but I need to follow my gut, and not my brain. Because I am honestly quite stupid.

"D-Draco! How long have you been standing there?!"

"Long enough Pansy." This time I was the one sneering as I stood next to Y/N. I can't keep playing this game.

"Malfoy" Y/N sighed. "Can you do something about your jealous girlfriend and tell her that we in fact barely ever hang out with each other? This is so petty."

I'm so done with this crap.

I'm done with Pansy.

"What girlfriend?" One look surprised while the other looked like she was gonna throw a tantrum.

Taking this as my chance to prove a point, I turned to Y/N and pulled her waist into me. I know there are many other students watching us, but right now they really don't matter. And I could care less about them. My actions right now, Is my heart, not my head. My chest is screaming for me to do this, while my brain is fuzzy.

"Draco.. what are yo-" I cut her off by crashing my lips onto hers. I didn't know soft they were and how much I desired them. She was stunned for a moment before she slowly gave in and wrapped her arms around my neck. The students around us were cheering at the sight and it finally felt like my little depression was cured.

She let go as she could no longer breathe and she took a glance over my shoulder and smirked. I slowly turned around and met with Pansy's pale face while tears were streaming down.

"How could you do this to me Draco?" She muttered.

Does she seriously not know?

"You go too attached too quickly." I stated bluntly.

Say it Draco.

Pick up the balls and say it.

Don't be a fucking pussy, you're a Slytherin, this shouldn't bother you.

Cmon'..

"Oh, I never 'Loved' you."

Just say it Draco.