Love/Hate - Draco x Reader.

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Y/N Pov

You're laying in your bed in your dorm just thinking about the events that happened. After Draco kissed you, he stormed back off into his room while you are stunned. You didn't want to think to much about it but it was constantly replaying on your mind. That boy is so confusing, one minute he likes you, and the next he hates you.

You wake up to the sound of your muggle alarm going off. Too tired to even bother getting out of bed, as you didn't have a great sleep last night due to your thoughts lingering. Eventually you just get up as you  need to get breakfast and head to potions. You heard Snape saying somewhere that we are getting new partners today. And hopefully you're with someone that is actually enjoyable to be with.

Your uniform is a half ass job but you must finally leave to head to the great hall. At the table, there is Draco and his goons laughing away and you just don't feel like sitting next to them after last night.

There is a seat away from him but that is near Pansy at the end of the table.

You mentally groan and push your body and plonk next to her.

"Y/L! What the hell are you doing here?!" She hissed under her breath.

"No where else to sit" you sigh, "If you don't want to be near me, you can move."

She fell silent and kept eating her toast and bacon. You glance over at the other tables and was surprised to see the golden trio sitting there, chattering away without the Weasly girl. Normally she's gushing over Potter, but today she was gone.

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As you walk into the dim smokey room of potions, you are met with Harry greeting me with a small sneer.

"Y/L" He sighed.

"Potter " you replied.

Suddenly Snape bashed through the door. He did his usual speech about how everyone will probably fail the exam. He then assigned each of us to tables, in our houses, and proceeded to tell us the instructions for the potion we must make.

You walkover with your head down as you join the other slytherins trying to avoid any attention. Silently, you put the ingredients into the pot and wait for Professor Snape to come and inspect it so you can go to charms class. You notice Draco glance at you every now and then but you do your best to avoid his gaze.

Eventually Snape dismisses the class and everyone starts walking out. You pack your books and quills, and walk out of the class with your head still hanging low. This doesn't work however, as you notice a familiar pair of feet walking next to you.

"What's going on with you" Draco murmured, trying to catch your gaze with concerned eyes.

"I'm just tired" You give him your best reassuring smile. Blaise walks up next to him and they start chit chatting about god knows what as your thoughts wonder to how confused you are.

Next thing you knew, you were standing in front of the charms class. The class you have never failed on, or even had to try with. After reading about your wand, you still have a bunch of questions about it and it's abilities, but most importantly, why you have it. Maybe it has something to do with your parents, you don't know.

Your parents.

You never fully got along with them, but they are your flesh and blood. You don't have any other family, and it's hard trying to get by without them. No home, no love, nothing. Everything is numb, and you feel lost and confused.

You sit down in the class. You are learning a new spell, although it's already one you have practiced in your spare time. It's gotten to the point where the teacher doesn't even ask you to demonstrate it anymore, and he already knows that you are special.