"it's not your fault."
"yes it is, namjoon, you don't get it," yoongi says, breath shaking.
he had just explained what had happened before she ran from their argument. well, more like sooyun yelling at yoongi and the other apologizing.
"you were just trying to help," taehyung tells him.
"yeah and it made things worse," he says. "do you understand how worthless she felt? whenever she had a downfall, i was there to pick her back up. even you guys helped. she felt like she was so much of a burden to us."
"but she wasn't," hoseok says.
"but she obviously didn't think that. she knew we were helping her and she knew it was from our own hearts, but she still felt useless and like she couldn't do anything for herself."
yoongi looks over at sooyun on her bed before continuing. "she already felt like shít and her independence being taken away didn't help."
"hyung, why don't you go to the bathroom to recuperate," taehyung suggests.
"yeah, yoongs," hoseok agrees, "go wash up and we'll watch her."
yoongi sighs. "alright," he nods. "sorry for acting like this," he apologizes.
"it's alright," namjoon nods. "love is a blindfold from reality and a variable for our actions."
yoongi weakly smiles. "now if you don't mind me," he says, "i'm gonna go take a piss."
yoongi excuses himself as he exits the room and walks down the hall to the bathroom.
he turns on the faucet and splashes some water on his face. "everything's fine," he says to himself. "sooyun's fine. i'm fine. we're fine."
yoongi shuts up after someone exits the restroom, awkwardly eyeing him. he must think he was insane. which he was, it's what love does to you.
yoongi's phone rings in the middle of his urination. he awkwardly reaches for his phone in his jeans pocket.
"jungkook, i'm trying to take a piss here," yoongi says, phone between head and shoulder.
"sorry, hyung," jungkook apologizes. "but we got great news."
"what is it?" he asks as he pulls up his zipper.
"sooyun's awake."
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weren't expecting that, were you?
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Fragile // MYG
Fanfictionfrag·ile ˈfrajəl,ˈfraˌjīl adjective (of an object) easily broken or damaged. synonyms: vulnerable, breakable, min yoongi, baek sooyun - trigger warnings • depression, OCD, other mental illnesses • suicidal thoughts and tendencies • lots of angst - s...
