The signing. I get ready as we get off the bus I can hear the millions of girls screaming. All so beautiful but they won't have that special part of my heart that Monica has. They're special to me of course but in a different way. I sit in my seat and let the signing begin. I smile just for Monica.
Some girl approaches me. "Hey Harry I love you so much!" she says as I sign her book. Of course I love her too, but as my deicated fan. Not the way I felt for Monica. It was hard keeping a smile on my face when I was broken on the inside. How did Monica do it? She was a strong girl. I needed to be as strong as her to continue. I didn't want to continue though. But if she could see me from where she was it was all worhtwhile.
"I love you too," I smile at the fan. She screams and jumps up and down and continues walking on. Only cause it's for you Monica, I know you can hear me.
Harry of course I can hear you my dear. God is too kind. He has let me continue to follow you. I will take care of you. Don't worry I'll get rid of your nightmares. I can communnicate with you now! Isn't it exciting! I can't wait until you're asleep again my love. Then you can hear me. Now I will just watch and protect over you.
Finally the singing's over. I go back into the bus. I get my things. We're gonna stay at a hotel. We enter through the back of the hotel. It's oddly quiet. I was used to seeing millions of girls out here. Guess I'll see them when we're leaving tomorrow. There was going to be another concert tomorrow. I guess I should probably go to sleep. I'll read the rest of the letters when we're on the road.
I lay down in bed. I'm too lazy to take my shoes or coat off. I just lock the door and knock-out. I was tired. I fall into a deep sleep.
Oh Harry. You lazy boy! He is so tired. He needs to rest. I take his coat and shoes off. My poor baby had a long day. I can imagine how tired he is. I don't want him to be tired tomorrow! It's a big day! He has to perform for the fans. If I were out there I wouldn't want Harry to sound all tired! I lay down next to him. Let's see what my love is dreaming. Hmmm. It was black. He's still tired. My poor baby. I'll have to wait until he dreams again. In the meantime I'll lay next to him.
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This Is For You (One Direction Love Story)
FanficHarry Styles is having a hard time coping with life. One day he receives a shoebox full of letters that bring the truth out, the truth that could of changed his life. But now it's too late. Too late to go back, too late to tell her how he really fel...
