This Is For You (One Direction Love Story)

Chapter 6

Ready for another day. I didn't dream last night. I was tired and I guess that messed up my sleep. Weird. I thought I fell asleep with my coat and shoes on. They were neatly placed over a chair. Probably just my imagination. I get up and brush my teeth.

There's a knock on my door. I answer it. It was Niall. Probably for breakfast. "Hey you hungry?" he says with an eager face.

"Actually I am pretty hungry." I reply sheepishly. Niall hands me a platter with pancakes, egg, sausage, tots, and a glass of milk. "Thanks Nialler," I say with with a huge smile.

"No problem," he replies. Then he leaves and closes the door.  So the boys do care about me. I should probably stop being so down and be happy for them. They're like my brothers!

Tha'ts good thinking! You should smile and live life at it's fullest. Live it for me since i'm not there. Now I know I should have taken more risks in life. Live it up for me.

 I eat my food rather fast. I guess I was pretty hungry. I grab my things change and head out the door to look for the other guys. I see Zayn walking around going down the lobby. No fangirls today? I look down. Oh they were all outside. I could hear the chants of "What Make You Beautiful" all the way inside.  Liam, Niall, and Louis were heading with Zayn to go say hi to the girls for I while. I might as well go down myself too. They can't show up missing me. The fans won't like it. 

The boys smile when they see me going downstairs with them. They don't say a word just smile at me. They wouldn't understand what I was going through. No one would ever know how I feel. I smile to make them happy though. Monica was always on my mind. She did it. Why couldn't I do it too?

The girls go crazy when they see us. Don't you just love the fans? Always there to cheer you up. I get close shake hands, give hugs, and take pictures. Then it's off to rehearse for a while before our next performance this night. I say bye to the fans and go back up to the room to grab my suitcase. I go donw stairs out the back and go onto the bus. We're leaving to go practice. I have  few minutes. I think back to the first day I saw Monica. The day where it all started.

 I need to go take a break from all ths stress. Yes, the X Factor was where I wanted to be. I loved being here! The rush I got from being on stage was phenominal! I loved it but sometimes I had to step back and breath. The show isn't until tomorrow so I can take a little break. I tell the boys i'm going out for a stroll. I go outside and sit out on a bench. I see out further down a girl. Seems like she fell or something. I rush over and the girl is asleep. She's so adorable when she sleeps. It must be one of the most precious sights I have ever seen. I don't want to disturb her. So I'll just sit next to her.  I sit and wait a few twenty minutes then she starts moving. She opens her eyes. She seems surprised to see me. She sits up straight and wipes her eyes then starlted she stands up. "Have you been watching me sleep?" she asks nervously.I reply,  "I thought you had fallen or something, but when I got here I noticed you were just asleep I didn't mean to disturb you."  But I didn't tell her the truth. What I should have said was "I came and saw you were asleep but you looked so cute laying there that I didn't want to wake you up. I just wanted to watch you sleep." I didn't ofcourse and she I guess took it the wrong way. I introduced myself and she introduced herself. It was the second day, first time talking to her whenever I saw her. The first time I didn't know was the same girl as the one in front of me. 

You should have told me what you really felt. You don't know how much I wished you said something like that!  I was hoping you said "You look cute asleep" or "I just wanted to watch you sleep so tenderly" but you didn't! Babe! Aww You should have told me. But oh well that's the past! You can't change it. Now it's only the future ahead that matters.