just you and me love! (tracer x reader.)

chapter 12

you looked at her slightly puzzled and let her go.
"what is it?"

"I... I know it's stupid.." she stuttered "but.. I need to tell you something, and.. I know you may not feel the same.."

she hid her face slightly so she couldn't see you and mumbled "and you probably don't..."

"is.. everything alright lena?" you questioned slightly concerned cutting her off a little.

she nodded a little before carrying on.
"but I... I.."

silence followed soon after.

"fuck! i can't do this." she suddenly splurted out shaking her head as she jumped off the sofa and blinked off and locking herself in the bathroom.

you jumped a little at her actions before calming down a little, 'what was that all about?' you questioned yourself as you sat there.

what was she going to tell me?
what did she mean I probably don't feel the same?

a Tsunami of thoughts flooded your head as you sat there confused and worried, your head resting in your hands as you tried to make sense of the situation.

happily in came lottie, stumbling over her small paws, you watched as the pupper jumped up onto the small coffee table next to the sofa and jumped over to you.

you chuckled a little at the dog's solution to getting on the couch without help.

carefully she stepped over you her claws scratching at your legs as she did so and sat down next to where lena just was.

"you just always seem to know when she's gone off don't you?" you laughed, getting a wag off of lotties tail as a responce.

a few minuites passed by and lena still had herself locked in the bathroom.
'why did she have to lock the door.' you sighed to yourself as you walked over. 'Better yet... why the fucking bathroom?'

you heard lena mumbling muffled words to herself.

quietly you knocked on the door trying not to scare her.
"lena, can I come in."

silence.

"please?"

by now the curious little pupper had joined you and looked up to you tilted it's head.

"lena, come on stop it, stop being a little emo."

You snickered to yourself a little bit from your last statement.

you heard her grumble and sigh as she unlocked the door, "good, now we're getting somewhere" you said smiling a little.

"you wanting to tell me something?" You mentioned hands on hips as you tapped your foot on the floor.

she stood there just looking at the floor, you knew she had something to say but she just... wouldn't say it.

"lena?" you mumbled lifting up her chin to look at you. "you gonna tell me what's u-"

you were soon then cut off by lena smacking her lips onto yours making you stumble back, as it startled you slightly.

she hesitantly pulled away looking frightended by her own actions before relaxing a little as she looked at you "look love, i know you may not feel the same as me.. and i know im just.. well.. me... but I like you"

she took a moment to breathe and then carried on "I like you alot.. and i want to be more than friends, but I don't want to ruin what we have now.."

she looked back down to the ground.
"I.. I know you probably won't return these feelings i have for you and that's fine, it really is, just.. I love you.. (y/n) i really really do."