Tiger 4: Jin Lee (COMPLETED)

CHAPTER 11

Fyonna Marie

Busy ako kakalaro sa phone ko nang biglang tumawag si Jin. Tinignan ko ang oras, alas dyes na ng gabi. Bakit naman kaya tumawag to?

"Hello?" Nilayo ko ng bahagya ang phone dahil wala namang nag salita.
Nagulat nalang ako nang kumanta bigla si Jin sa kabilang linya kaya natahimik ako.

"Never should've let you go
Never found myself at home
Ever since that day that you walked
Right out the door

You were like my beating heart
That I, I can't control
Even though weve grown apart
My brain can't seem to let you go

Thinking back to the old times
When you kept me up late at night
We use to mess around
Laugh and play, fuss and fight

I guess its too late, Im dancing this dance alone
This chapters done, the story goes on

Baby
Can't believe that you are not with me
Cause you should be my lady
All I want is to set your heart free

But if you believe that you belong with him
Promise me, you won't let anyone hurt you
Remember, I will always be here for you
Even if it kills me to see you

In that wedding dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress
See you in that wedding dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress

Naiintindihan ko ang kanta. Hindi ako tanga para hindi maintindihan ang pinaparating niya.

Snappin out this misery
Depression this ain't me
But I always turn around
180 degrees

You got control of me
And I, I can't explain
Somebody call 911 Emergency
Before I go insane

Since youve moved on
You took a piece of me give it back
So much pain in my chest
Blacking out, heart attack

"Hey Jin, Listen to me" Hindi niya ako pinansin at nag patuloy lang sa pag kanta,

I guess its too late, Im dancing this dance alone, It's to late

But if you believe that you belong with him
Promise me, you won't let anyone hurt you
Remember, I will always be here for you
Even if it kills me to see you

In that wedding dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress
See you in that wedding dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress

"Jin! Hear me out!" Wala pa rin siyang sagot sa akin at patuloy na kumakanta.

And I see you with your man
And it's hard to understand
If we belong, if I did you wrong
Where we even began
We would always fuss and fight
And it seems nothing was right
But I loved you girl and you were
My world but you'd never trust this guy
Cause the things I do when
I'm on the stage
They say I'm a superstar
You couldn't understand all
The female fans
And then we grew apart
And I just don't get when
You're acting like some other person
But I try my best to hold on
At the times when it ain't working
And everytime that you say
It's over it breaks my heart
And I don't know why
Cause you've done it a lot
Of times in the past
But I get back up and try
You said we could work it out
How could you hurt me now
And you moved on to the next
I'm left with an imperfect smile

Hindi ko na namalayan na umiiyak na pala ako,

But if you believe that you belong with him
Promise me, you won't let anyone hurt you
Remember, I will always be here for you
Even if it kills me to see you

In that wedding dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress
See you in that wedding dress
Oh see you in that wedding dress"

Natahimik kaming dalawa pero lumuluha pa rin ang mata ko.
Bigla tuloy akong nakaramdam ng pagkahilo at pananakit ng tiyan ko, pero hindi ko iyon pinansin.

Lately, sa dami ng problemang dumating sa kompanya at dumagdag pa si Miguel ay hindi ko na masyadong naaalagaan ang sarili ko.

Nakakaramdam ako ng pagkahilo araw araw pero hindi ko pinapansin, pati na rin ang pananakit ng tiyan ko.

But it's important now, ang importante ay makausap ko ng maayos si Jin.

"You're engaged" Pumikit ako sa tanong ni Jin, kahit hindi niya ako nakikita ay umiiling pa rin ako na para bang nasa harapan ko lang siya,

"How'd you know?" Iyan ang lumabas na tanong ko at narinig ko ang pag tawa niya ng mahina.

I can sense that he is drunk,

"Miguel sent me a pictures, ang saya niyong dalawa. May kasama pa na Invitation card na pinadala. Fyonna, you didn't tell me that you are engaged!" Mas lalo akong naiyak, dahil wala akong maalala na masaya kami ni Miguel.

"Jin, mag kita tayo. We can fix this okay?" Malumanay kong sabi, sinusubukan ko na maayos ang lahat aa amin. Alam kong paliwanag lang ang kulang at okay na kami.

"No Fyonna–"

"Fyonna, Fyonna, Fyonna! Stop calling me Fyonna! I'm your Cheer right? So why call me Fyonna?" Hindi ko alam kung saan nanggaling ang pag sigaw ko sa kanya. Para akong nababaliw. Basta ang alam ko, galit ako.

"Fyonna, you should sleep now. I'll hung up" Umiling ulit ako, at sinabunotan ang sarili kong buhok.

"No! Mag uusap pa tayo! Jin!" Pag tingin ko sa phone ko ay naka-call ended na kaya binalibag ko ang phone sa sahig at pinag tatapon ang mga gamit sa bed side table.

"Tangina! hoy Fyonna!" Tumayo ako sa kama dahil hindi ako nakuntento. Pinag tatanggal ko ang kurtena sa kwarto at kung saan saan ko ito itinapon.

Hanggang sa makaramdam ako ng matinding pananakit sa tiyan kaya natigil ako.

"Aaaahhhh! Ang sakit!" Napaupo ako ng wala sa oras sa sahig at tingnan at tiyan ko, pero ganoon nalang ang pagkagulat ko na may nakita akong dugo.

"Fyonna! You're bleeding!" Nag hehestirikal na si Shaina, hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko kaya umiyak nalang ako.

Hanggang sa mawalan ako ng malay.

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Puting kwarto, puting kama. Hospital.

"Mabuti naman at gising ka na" May narinig akong boses, pero hindi ko matuon sa kanya ang tingin ko.

"Teka, William. Bakit parang wala siyang naririnig?" May boses talaga. Pero hindi ko pa rin mahanap kung sino ang nag salita.

"Ito na ang resulta. She's pregnant, mabuti nalang at nadala mo siya dito ng maaga. Dahil kung hindi ay tuloyan na siyang nakunan. Sa pagkatulala naman niya, depress siya at masilan ang pag bubuntis niya kaya masyadong malakas ang epekto. Kaya maari siyang mag karoon ng Mental Disorder"