You Can't Just Run Away

No

"What?"

You feel your heart just dropped to the ground right now. You look at Jungkook and you don't know how to react. You felt down on the floor.

M-mom.... she's what? no no it's not true. I-it's just a d-dream, I-I ....no no no.... Not her nooo I can't...

"No...NO... nono MOMM" you shout and your cry like a crazy person. You curled yourself on the floor crying and screaming. "MOOOMM whyy???!!!"

Y/N... Y/N calm down." Jungkook hugged you as you cry even harder.

"No...Let me go! Don't touch me!" You push Jungkook hard but all he's doing is just hugged you even tighter.

"Nooo...Let me go...leave me alone...." You give up on yourself and cry on Jungkook's embrace. "Mom..why? I can't. Not her, why?!"

"Shh shh... it's okay just let it all out." Jungkook tries to calm you down by brushing your hair gently and you keep on crying.

----- 2 hours later -----------

You still crying until there are no tears flowing down from your eyes again. You all shock by what happens now. Still, try to think clearly, you have a thought about people will go they are not going to stay with you forever. Even if they want too. You keep thinking about that as you snift and laying down on your bed looking to the sealing. You still trying to accept the fact your mother past away.

She's gone now. What should I do? What can I do? I even can't say sorry or goodbye to her. She's leaving me now.

"Jungkook...." You still see Jungkook sitting right beside you waiting for you, you grab his hand.

"Hmm?"

"You can leave now."

"No, I won't"

"please"

"no"

"Okay then"

another hour passed and the night comes.

"Do you want me to here with you." He asks you.

"I don't know, I gonna wash myself up." You raised up and take your clean clothes and go to the bathroom. You take a really long shower, you just stood there thinking. You really in a mental and heart break down right now, but Jungkook's there beside you make the other side of you calm. Then you heard a door open.

"Y/N are you alright?!" Jungkook slams the door and looking for you. Then he saw you sitting on the bathtub with the water still running down from your head to your bathtub floor. Then he runs to you as he saw you there. You look at him and give him emotionless face.

"Y/N......." Jungkook got a pain in his eyes. He turns off the shower, and take a towel and cover you with it and pick you up. Then both of you go out from the bathroom. You still there watching Jungkook putting you the clothes.

"Can you hear me?" Jungkook looks into your eyes.

"................."

"Okay then... you need to eat now okay?"

"................." Then he grabs the food that he already prepared right when you enter the bathroom. "Here..." He put a spoon full of food and you open your mouth to eat. Then after 3 spoons of food, you like you want to vomit. Then you run to the bathroom and let all food that you eat out.

"Y/N?! Are you okay?" Jungkook just can't do anything to your stages.

Then after you wash your mouth out, Jungkook leads you to your bed. And you laying yourself on the bed. Then Jungkook reaches your bed and sits right beside you brushing your hair. Then you hug Jungkook hips with your arms and your eyes start to close.