Will To Live [Jensoo] ~DISCONTINUED~

prelude

Life has been so cruel to me. It's like I was born to experience all the cruelness life can bring. Like, I am it's apple and it keeps on throwing arrows at me.

All I'm wishing is a normal life, but my life isn't.

I started cutting myself. I was 14 when I started cutting and I enjoyed it. Many peaople were throwing pityful glares, some were just ignoring. But I could care less. Cutting myself means like one problem is dessolving.

Until I realized, why do I have to suffer? Why not just live my life and find some hobbies, well except from cutting. Ehy not just find my will to live?

Days has passed and I'm still finding it. Everything's going well for the last days until I saw a girl. A girl who's cutting her skin. Multiple drops of blood were falling to the floor.

If it was me doing it, I'll be happy seeing blood dropping. But this is a different scenario.

And from that, I know I already found my will. My will to continue life and to live.