Will To Live [Jensoo] ~DISCONTINUED~

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It has been a week since THAT incident happened. Eversince that day, I haven't see Jisoo even Lisa is not coming here in the house. Maybe she's busy taking care of Jisoo.

I can't go do tha hospital, not because I don't want to but because everytime I was about to go, Chaeyoung will always stop me. I can't even go to the hospital after school because Chaeng is always in the area.

It's like Chaeyoung knew that I am going to visit Jisoo.

"Unnie, you wanna come?" chaeyoung asked me.

"Where are you going?" I asked and looked at her from head to toe.

"Uhm, to the hospital? Lisa finally agreed on letting you to visit Jisoo unnie. So you wanna come?" Chaeyoung answered.

Lisa is the one who didn't let me visit Jisoo? Why?

"Ofcourse. Kajja!" I said and cling to Chaeyoung's arms.

"You're really going out with that outfit?" Chaeyoung sarcastically said. I looked at my outfit.

Oh right! I'm wearing my house clothes.

"Just a minute!" I said and quickly ran to my room.

-

Chaeyoung and I walked inside the hospital. We passed the nurse station when Chaeyoung stopped walking.

"Wae? What's wrong?" I asked her.

"I forgot my phone inside the car. You should go to them, I'll just get my phone." She said.

"But, I don't know Jisoo's room number." I said.

"Oh, yeah. Room 103 it's the first room on the left on the second floor." I nodded to chaeyoung and walked upstairs, while chaeyoung walked outside.

I'm quite near to Jisoo's room when I heard Lisa's voice coming from Jisoo's room.

"You haven't told her yet?" Lisa said in frustration.

"Ugh, unnie. You should tell her. And why did you even introduced me as Jinhwan oppa's girlfriend. That's incest, unnie. We're freaking cousins."

Another silence after Lisa's statement. Okay? What the hell is happening?

"But still, unnie! My girlfriend is infront of us that time." Lisa said or should I say shouted.

"What? You told Jennie unnie tha—." my phone rings that's why I didn't hear what Lisa is saying.

It's Chaeyoung.

"Unnie, you should go back outside here." Chaeyoung said as soon as I oressed the answer button.

"Why?"

"Appa called me telling that we should go home." Chaeng asnwered.

"Okay, okay. Wait for me there." I said and started walking outside the hospital.

Chaeyoung is already inside the car and the car's engine is already started.

"Ppali, unnie!" I walked faster.

-

I was quite the whole ride. Its because of two things: What Lisa and Jisoo was talking about earlier and I know it's something associated to me or Chaeyoung.

Second, why appa told us to go home already.

One of my questions was answered when I saw appa sitting on one of the couches with Chaeyoung's mom gently tapping my father's back.

"What's going on, appa?" Chaeyoung was the one who asked.

Chaeyoung is not really my sister. We are not blood related. My father married her mother years ago. That explains the difference between our surnames.

Appa looked at us with his sympathetic eyes or more so, just on me.

"Your eomma died, Jennie." That made my world crush.

"What do you mean died, appa?" It was Chaeyoung again.

I couldn't find my voice. I want to ask a lot of questions but I don't have the courage to ask so.

"Your eomma passed away, Jennie. Her stroke came back, three days ago. The doctor said tgat there's just 20 percent for her to survive. And I just recieved a text from your aunt there that, your eomma died."

My body felt so weak.

My knees started to break down.

"Unnie!" Chaeyoung succesfully catched me.

"Let's bring her to her room." Chaeyoung's eomma suggested.

I can't process anything.

I just felt the soft material that I have been lying on for the past week.

"Let her alone." Chaeyoung's eomma said and they left me alone.

After I heard the door's click, my tears started to fall.

My eomma died.

I want to cut.

I need to cut.

-end of chapter-

KYAHHHH, IT'S JISOO'S BIRTHDAYYYY.

sorry a little late, hehe. I got fun lurking around at twitter. Jisoo's birthday means more pictures of her. Hihi.

so yeah, I'll go back to twitter.