Do you miss it

Life is getting better

Dinah's POV

Jingle ball. The girls and I have been doing a couple jingle balls shows and they've been amazing but here's the thing.

One of the shows that Camila will be also going to is tomorrow.

Our teams already have it sorted out though.

I know they do.

We're not going to cross paths at all with the way our teams set things up.

They don't want the drama right now. Epic not wanting drama? I know. Crazy right?

The girls and I are in our hotel right now in Canada and we just got finished performing at tonight's jingle ball so I was pretty tired.

I was alone right now since Hoko decided to go with Tara out to get some snacks which is fine with me because that gives me time to do what I've been doing for weeks.

I quickly unlocked my phone as I flopped onto the bed and went to Camila's name in my text.

Hi how are you?

I set my phone down and not even a minute later my phone dinged, telling me that I got a text.

I'm good. You?

I quickly responded.

I'm good too. I got to hug Kelly Clarkson tonight so that was pretty great lol

That's awesome lol 

I smiled at the text as I began typing my response. I just missed having normal conversations like this.

I just wanted to say that even though we won't see each other tomorrow I just wanted to wish you good luck

Thanks :) good luck to you and the girls too

I locked my phone as I heard the door open to reveal Hoko with a bag of snacks.

"Did you get my hot cheetos?"

I exclaimed as Hoko took my big bag of hot cheetos out of the bag and tossed them to me.

I quickly opened the bag and began eating the red covered chips as Hoko connected her phone to her speaker and began blasting music.

"Play Beyonce since I'm in such a good mood"

I yell over the already playing music.

Hoko went through her phone until she played 7/11 making my mood 10x better as I ate my chips and danced around with snapchat filters on my phone.

Yeah this is what I do on the daily and I love it.

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Camila's POV

I'm currently still in NYC and we're packing up to get ready to board out flight to Boston.

Tomorrow the jingle ball show is in Boston and I'm actually really excited.

Things have been going really well these last few months despite the few bumps in the road.

I just announced my album release date and dropped two new songs!

Excited might be an understatement. Jingle ball has been going amazing minus the part when I split my pants last night but that's okay because I totally made it work if I do say so myself.

Tomorrow I'm gonna be at the same show as the girls but that's okay because one, we won't cross paths and two, I'm already prepared just in case we accidentally run into each other.

Last night Lauren came to the Z100 jingle ball show to perform with Halsey and while we didn't run into each other exactly, when I was on my way out of the venue from my dressing room I did see her coming out of Halsey's dressing room with a few crew members but that's as close as we got to passing.

The plan is that me or fifth harmony always leave before the other one comes out to perform. Hence why I left before Halsey's set.

I didn't really leave. They just took me to the sky box so I could still see the performances and so there was a 0% chance Lauren and I would see each other. I was able to go back to my seats when Lauren left so I was able to watch Taylor's performance which was amazing.

And no I didn't pay too much attention to her time on stage but that's another story for another time.

So long story short, my 2017 wasn't too bad. It was much better than 2015. And definitely 2016.

"Ready to go?"

Roger asked as I zipped my suitcase.

"Yeah. Can we get pizza on the way?"

I asked hoping her said yes.

I know we had some time to spare and I really wanted pizza. I'm sure my team wouldn't mind.

"Sure. As long as we're on that plane by midnight"

Yes! Pizza never fails to make me happy.

I'm already happy that Dinah texted me not too long ago just to check in.

It gives me hope for our friendship to be honest.

I'm hoping that 2018 will be a year of rebuilding what I had with her.

I can't say that we'll be how we used to be, same thing with the others, because I don't see things being the same.

But I do hope we'll be able to move forward like we have been doing.

I regret leaving the way I did but I don't regret leaving.

It was for the best and now I'm happier than I used to be. Plus from the little bit that I know and what I've been told, the girls are doing amazing too.

Well minus the record label part.

I do know that Epic has been helping keep me on top right now and I hate that they're still treating the girls like shit because they are talented women who deserve respect.

I was in that same position with them so I know the stress they're going through. Hopefully they'll switch labels or something so they have a better outcome in this industry.

And I'm just speaking of this as one artist to other artists.

"Okay we're getting pizza!"  I yelled happily as I grabbed my bags and went out the door with my team.

I think my future is pretty bright.

A/N: Sorry this chapter isn't very long. I kind of just wanted to throw in a filler chapter because I haven't updated in a while so I just did this. I hope it wasn't too bad. A longer chapter is coming really soon so don't worry :) I hope everyone has a great day and if you ever want a new internet friend feel free to dm me. I'm always open to new people to talk to <3

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