Hamilton imagines

•2~alexander hamilton•

A/n: my second imagine! Kinda angsty. Enjoy❤️

Au: Modern

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Last December when we were together,I remember praying it was forever.Didn't know, like the snow, Our love would melt away...

You put up your tree, staring sadly at each ornament. Just this time last year, you and Alexander stood putting you the decorations. You both danced around to Christmas music laughing at each other's silly dance moves.

Now, you were sat alone in your house putting up your decorations, who knew were Alexander was. Oh, how you missed him.

Spring went by and then the summer started
Mid-July, I was still broken-hearted. Autumn leaves have left the trees, But these feelings still remain...

You broke up early spring, and went your separate ways. You both wanted to follow your dreams, neither was willing to give up their own for the others. So you broke up.

Just because you broke up doesn't mean you didn't still love him. You just couldn't be together at that point in time.

Seems I'm not forgetting you as quickly as I wanted to. Now winter's on its way...

You knew that you couldn't be together right now so you tried to push Alexander to the back of your mind. He's probably got over you. He's probably with someone new. These thoughts filled your mind. But still you ignored it, though you longed to push the number on your phone that was labelled Alexander.

Yeah, at Christmas, I can't help but miss ya.
The memories of you and me, evergreen.
It's a time of joy, but for me it's bittersweet...

You tried to watch the Christmas films you usually enjoyed, but everything reminded you of him. I should just text him, you only live once, right? So that's what you did. You wrote a long paragraph about how you missed him, but then you backed out. Before you could regret it, you text him the simple message of "Hi, how are you?"

You put you phone down quickly and tried to distract yourself...

•Time skip•

I know moving on is never easy, Wish my heart could change like the seasons.
Someone send a happy end To my winter's tale...

You didn't realise how much you missed Alexander until you sent that message. You tried to distract yourself as much as you could, but every Christmas film and song reminded you of him.

What you didn't realise was that he was missing you too. The thought of putting the decorations by himself made him want to cry.

So when he got that text, he wanted to reply immediately. So that's what he did.

I am doing my very best but now I face the hardest test, As I've no festive cheer...

You decided to meet up to see how you were both doing but you both hoped it was about something else. You both didn't even feel very Christmassy.

At Christmas, I'm still reminiscing, 'Bout everything we used to be, c'est la vie.
Yeah, I've spent all year wishing you were here at Christmas...

You drove up to his house, heart pounding in your chest, and got out of your car. You walked up to the door giving yourself words of encouragement. You knocked and waited.

Alexander heard the knock at the door. He had been confident until he realised what was happening. He opened the door and saw your e/c eyes.

"Hi..."