"What is your biggest fear?"
"Betrayal."
"Why?"
"Because betrayal only come from someone close to you. It's a sign of losing trust, annoyed, tired of putting up with me, and it's show how much of unworthy I am.
It's also mean that, no matter what'll happen in the future, even if we became close again, it'll never be as close as before. And that I can't trust them like I did before, there'll always be distance between us, and we could never do what we do before.
I can't bring myself to be close to them again, cause the memories still hurt. So bad."
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--and thinking about that always make me in the verge of tears.
#cheesyline707
Kuroyuki Alice
2.12.2017
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