I once loved you too much, too deep
And I thought, losing you (can I call it 'lose' when you weren't even mine in the first place?) Is the most painful thing to face
But now
Everything reminds me of you
Every little thing
Each and every bit of anything
--like my favourite ice cream you bought me on the way home (you know what, it's tasteless now because of the memories with you)
And, I don't even want to study for my final test, because looking at the lesson reminds me of pieces memories with you (no, it's not because I'm lazy af, no)
[Memories], cause you're no longer here (and you've never here to begin with)
Is this punishment for me? To keep thinking of you even when we've parted ways? To keep pained by the memories even when you're not here?
(I once loved you too much, too deep)
(I still do tho')
—reminiscent
#cheesyline707
Kuroyuki Alice
24.05.2018
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