what's worse than knowing your most precious person killed in action?
(missing in action)
you're in the edge of breaking and hoping.
hoping for a trace of living from that very person, but there's nothing to be found. still, you hope. because you love the person so much to the point it takes over your mind, your logic, your reality.
it breaks you. breaking of every fond memories of you two, wondering if it'll ever happen again. breaking of every news of people being found and survive, but not the one you hold dear.
breaking of the hope of ambiguity whether he's breathing or not.
(and like a fool you're,
you keep waiting.
waiting
waiting
waiting
and waiting.
cause he's your light.
was
and now you're left behind
in full darkness
alone
with no hand to hold)
(and like a fool you're, dreaming a dream he'll come back)
#cheesyline707
Kuroyuki Alice
4.06.2018
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