We don't belong here. (BVB)

--Hey um I'm 666gothlicangel666 and I suck at writing so hang in there lol. I'm not the best at it so there will be lots of mistakes--

~chapter one~

"Get up emo slut your gonna be late then I'm going to have to talk to those damn teachers of yours!" I herd my dad say before he stormed out of my room. See I'm not the prettiest girl in my school. I'm fat, and tall I'm very quiet never liked to stand out in crowds. I kept to my self a lot no friends just me, myself, and I. I throw my legs over my bed they were still sore from the beating I got last night from my father. My mother passed away a couple years ago and every since then my dad started drinking and abusing me.

I finally made it to my closet and decided on putting my favorite black ripped jeans and pulling on my favorite Asking Alexandria sweatshirt. I knew that tonight my cuz was dragging me to go see black veil brides for my birthday but I didn't even know the band but theirs no use in trying to fight with her about it I knew I would just loose anyways. I grabbed my bag and headed down stairs after applying a thick line of eye liner then some black lipstick and attached my chains to my pants.

As soon as I reached the bottom step I smelt the alcohol already I knew I had to make a run towards the door or else I would have to deal with my father. As soon as I seen he went to the kitchen I made a run for it. I kept running till I hit the bus stop where all I did was hear the 3 preppy girls giggle as they started calling me name such as "fat bitch, whore, emo slut!" Finally I had enough of it and put in my skull candy headphones and played my favorite song roger rabbit by sleeping with sirens. Once the bus came I sat down in the front and closed my eyes to hear Kellin Quinn's voice to surround my every thought.

"Is there a right way for how this goes?

You've got your friends

And you've got your foes

They want a piece of something hot

Forget your name like they forgot

Oh, ain't that somthing?"

As he sang I felt a tear fall down my face as I thought how my mother and I use to listen to this song with me before that night she died. I couldn't hold back my tears anymore.

"Some wanna see you crash and burn

And criticize your every word

I'm trying to keep from going insane

Ain't that the way of this whole damn thing

Oh, trying to be something more."

Once those words came I just couldn't finish the song anymore I ripped the head phones out and stopped the song from playing. Once I seen that their was a guy looking at me with a worried look on his face I quickly pulled my hood on to hide my face. The bus finally pulled up to the school, I went to get off just to get shoved on the ground by Josiee she was the most popular girl in school with blonde hair and perfect body no scars she wasn't fat like me and had a boyfriend me I never had one.

"Hey slut why don't you stop fucking looking at me or I'll have to sick my boyfriend on you!" Josiee yelled at me.. I use to be friends with her before I went mute after my mom died. Josiee knew I'm bisexual and every since that she has been bullying me about it.

After I got up I ran to my locker just to find it covered in papers that all said emo slut, cunt, and whore on it I ripped them off and grabbed my locker slammed the door shut. I was walking to class before I got pulled into a class room that was completely empty. Four guys grabbed me and shoved me to the wall then I herd someone walk up from the corner.

"So Shania I herd you were looking at my girlfriend today and well I don't like that very much." Austin said as he punched me in the stomach and then punched me again in the face, he pulled out a sliver blade "Please Austin I'm sorry don't hurt me anymore I didn't mean too!" I cried "to late fat ass you should of thought of that before!" He yelled then he cut my jeans in the legs while the other four guys struggled to hold me against the wall as I tried to fight loose.

After a min I felt warm liquid running down my leg Austin was carving into my legs with the knife when he was done I was bleeding all over.

The guys let go and I fell to the ground crying in so much pain. Austin was leaving but before he did he kicked my 3 times in the gut then walked out.

the four guys started laughing then followed Austin out. I was left their bleeding out after a minute my vision went blurry and I couldn't hardly see anything finally I passed out laying in a puddle of my own blood.