We don't belong here. (BVB)

Chapter three

My cuz finally pulled up and I jumped in to her car. I was always jealous of her she had perfect hair perfect body, perfect boyfriend, perfect Father and Mother.

"Happy birthday nia! How does it feel to be 18?" She asked

"It's okay I guess." I told her, she never knew about me being bullied or me cutting I always kept it a secret and I knew that she never really cared about it.

"We are here!!!" She yelled

"what time does it even start?" I asked

"around 7pm." She answered

I looked at my phone to see it was only 5:30

"What the bloody hell Abby?!?" I yelled at her

"what?" She asked.

"It's only 5:30 that's what! We have to wait in line for a hour and a half!!" I yelled

Finally it was time to go in I looked around and everyone was cover in face paint I felt a little weird cause they were looking at me like I didn't belong there.

The lights went dark next thing I noticed their were guys running onto stage they weren't bad looking seems how I could see them me and Abby(my cuz) were in the front role.

The singer I assume came on stage yelling into the mic

" HELLO MOTHERFUCKERS ARE YOU READY TO FUCKING ROCK!"

I looked at Abby and she seem so happy so I played along enjoying the music when the drummer was going around the front shaking hands with people while they took a minute break.

Abby told me to put my hand out so I did and he came to me and shook my hand while his eyes met mine.

He looked down at my arms and back to my eyes.

What was he looking at? I looked down and seen that my bracelets fell down my arm and my cuts where showing I ripped my hand out of his. He looked so confused.

I ran out of the concert and sat on a bench and started crying I didn't know why but I did and I couldn't stop it was embarrassing.

Once the concert ended I looked across the street and seen the band leaning against their tour bus talking to their fans I brought my knees to my stomach and took my bracelets off looking at the cuts on my arm.

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**CC's POV**

"HELLO MOTHERFUCKERS ARE YOU READY TO FUCKING ROCK!" Andy screamed into the mic

I couldn't help but start laughing. After we played four songs we took a break me being me I decide to shake hands with some of the fans

I walked up to the big girl and she looked like she was faking a smile during the whole concert what was wrong with her? Did she not like our music?

I shook her hand and she let out a half smile.

I looked her in the eyes.

Her eyes where so beautiful they were really blue and she was just so beautiful.

I glanced down at her arm and I could tell with the amount of bracelets she was hiding something finally they fell down and I seen her arms where cover in cuts

I couldn't help but feel sad for her.

She noticed I seen them

she ran out I wanted to yell her name to stop her but I couldn't I didn't know her name.

For the rest of the concert I couldn't stop thinking of her I wanted to see her again she was so beautiful.

Finally the concert was over, we exited the stage.

Jinxx ran over to Sammi doll,

Andy ran to Juliet,

ashley and jake where looking for food to eat like usual

but I couldn't stop thinking about that girl I was sitting on the chair thinking about her eyes and her scars why would she harm her self sure she was big but she was beautiful.

"CC YOU THERE? EARTH TO CC!" Andy was yelling at me I finally came out of my day dream and the guys started laughing at me

"what?" I asked

"dude CC what is up with you every since the break you have been acting weird." Said Jinxx, I explained to them about the girl and the guys understood jake looked like he would start crying.

"Well I guess we should head to the bus and talk to some of the fans." I said they all agreed.

We where outside by the bus and I notice someone across the road on a bench i looked closer and there she was I headed over their hoping to talk to her.