We don't belong here. (BVB)

Chapter twelve

Recap:

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**CC's POV**

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"It's your fucking fault Shania tried to kill her self. You know what Christian Mora" I jumped back when he said my real name he never calls me that unless he is beyond pissed "if you didn't want her than why the fuck did you ask to invite her on tour and to live with us after tour? I hope you realize she told me yesterday right before she fell asleep the she fucking loved you." She love me? Omg I did screw up big time. "Guess what she's in that room barley making it she can die any minute now because you had to go and have a one night stand with her cuz. I hope your proud of the choices you made."

Right before I said anything andy walked outside probably to have a cig. I can't believe she loved me and I was making out with her cuz right in front of her. I love her too.. Now I may not be able to ever tell her.

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Chapter twelve: **Shania's POV**

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It was dark I couldn't see a thing not even my hand in front of my face. Where am I? I'm so scared what happen to me?

"Shay."

Shay? Only one person in my whole life, and that was my twin brother he died in the crash with my mom but I kept that secret from everybody no one know at all well except for my dad.

"Erick is that you?"

"Yes shay now. I'm all grown up."

"People can grow up in heaven?" (AN- I don't know if you can or not so like um go with the flow. Shanks <3 )

"Yes shay. Now on to the important part. Your sitting in the waiting room waiting to choose."

"Choose what? And why can't I see you?" After I asked I seen a figure appear in front of me. It was a guy he looked just like me but a lot less weight.

"E-Erick is that y-you?"

"Yes shay it's me. When I said you have to choose I'm going to show you what your friends will be like with out you okay."

"Okay Erick." Erick stood next to me and a window type thing appeared it was of Andy.

"I assume you know andy right?" I nodded my head yes

"Well this is about a week later from when you died okay?" I nodded and looked back threw the window, andy sat on the couch with a beer and a cig while Juliet sat in a chair across from him.

-convo between andy and Juliet-

"Andy baby please stop drinking." -J

"Juliet I told you already to just leave me the fuck alone okay!" -A

"Andy please I love you! I'm pretty sure Shania wouldn't want you to do this to yourself!" -J

"Juliet your right I'm sorry baby. But I miss her so much she was just like a sister to me. It's CC's fault he was the that caused her to kill herself!" -A

"Babe he was drunk he didn't mean it. Okay? Let's go get you cleaned up the guys are having diner at your guys place." -J

"K" -A

-end of andy and Juliet convo-

"Omg I did that to him? I made him drink and shut down?" Erick didn't answer he just at me with sadness then nodded