We don't belong here. (BVB)

Chapter eighteen

Recap:

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**Shania's POV**

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"I-I L-Love Y-You J-Justice." Mathew said

"OMFG did you just talk?!?!?" Naomi said, justice look like he was about to cry,

"I love you too Mathew so fucking much."

After we ate I kept my promise with Mathew me and him went on a run and did some push ups, sit ups, and other things. I took a shower and sat in the living area while the bus drove to the next venue me and Naomi were all cuddled together, Mathew and Justice were all cuddled together and we watched Alice in wonderland. I felt at home, I found my new family, we are the outlast and I'm proud of that.

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Chapter Eighteen: **CC's POV**

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Its been about a day ish since Shania left us. The guys are pissed at me because it was my fault she left, I have been so heart broken. I can't believe I said those things to her she was my love and I lost her within 24 hours. Right now I'm on my phone in my bunk trying to text Shania but she won't reply to any text, Jeffree won't talk to me or any of bvb in fact. He is very pissed at me I understand why, I said some pretty mean things to him and shania. I should've just listened to her.

"CC John just called a new band is joining us on tour." Andy said as I walked to the kitchen

"what's there name?" I asked

"I think it's called- the outcast- so yeah sounds cool they will be here tonight around 3 so about a hour I believe." he said looking down at his phone.

"okay when's there first gig?"

"5 ish"

"okay thanks bro I'll go get ready." Andy nodded and I walked to my bunk. If only Andy could see threw my fake smile. ugh I really need to talk to someone but I feel so bad.

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**Shania's (Shane) POV**

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Its 3 and we just got to the venue, Jeffree is the only one who knows what's going on. my name is now Shane, I have pitch black hair, I have green contacts I wear, AND thanks to mat (mathew) I have lost 50 pounds (: 

I use to weigh 400 now 350 still a lot but I'm getting there!

Jeffree- hey nia. When is TO (The Outcast) gig?

Shane- it's at 5

Jeffree- okay I'll be there cuz. so how's life? you know CC misses u

Shane- life okay I guess but yeah... I miss him too but it's better if we stay out of each other's life's he will move on an I have naomi.

Jeffree- Shania I want what makes you happy.

Shane- Jeff my name is shane. please don't tell anyone. I have to go sound check. I can't wait to see u Jeff I love you.

Jeffree- right....Shane.... I can't wait to see you ether. I love you too. bye.

I put my phone away and 'TO' went to sound check it was a blast we have a show in a couple minutes so we decided to get ready. now that I lost some weight I had to buy new cloths haughty I hate shopping so much!