We don't belong here. (BVB)

Chapter fourteen

Recap:

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**Shania's POV**

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I got off my phone and went to the kitchen got a glass of ice water and walked into the bunk room and pulled back jinxx's curtain to his bunk and poured the water on him then booking it to the front room to hide behind ashley and CC who where now sitting on the couch

"Where is she?!?" Jinxx yelled as he came threw the door way

"I don't know who you are talking about." CC said

"Yeah man did you go nuts or somthing?" Ashley asked

"She's behind them. NOW SHUT UP BATMAN IS ON!!" Andy said/yelled as he continued to watch batman

"Fuck you andy!" I yelled

"Nah I'm good but thanks anyway."

"Wasn't offering."

"You can fuck me." Ashley said while winking at me

"Oh fuck no!" I said as I ran to jinxx bunk grabbed the laptop the ran to the back room locked the door and started talking to sammi

"Shania give me my girlfriend back!!" Jinxx yelled

"Never!!! Pretty lady is mine now!!" I yelled back as me and sammi talked for 2 hours before she had to go I played roger rabbit by sws on jinxx's laptop,

"Good night mom and Erick I love you guys so much." I said with tears falling down my face I wiped my face off and fell to sleep.

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**Shania's POV**

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I woke up in my bunk I don't know how I got here last time I remember I was in the back room listening to music. Hmm oh well. I grabbed my song book a pencil and Ashley's bass, I walked outside and sat in front of the bus seems how we are at the venue. (AN- the songs Shania write I don not own most of them are paramore or halestorm so yeah I don't own any lyrics, in the story pretend she wrote them. Shanks)

I grabbed my book turned to a song I been working on, I closed my eyes and started playing

Drink the wine, my darling, you said

Take your time, consume all of it

But the roses were only to drain my inspiration

The promises were spoiled before they left your lips and...

I breathe you in again just to feel you

Underneath my skin, holding on to

The sweet escape is always laced with a familiar taste of poison

I tell myself that you're no good for me

I wish you well, but desire never leaves

I could fight this til the end

But maybe I don't want to win

I breathe you in again just to feel you

Underneath my skin, holding on to

The sweet escape is always laced with a familiar taste of poison

I don't wanna be saved, I don't wanna be sober

I want you on my mind, in my dreams behind these eyes

And I won't wake up, no not this time.

I breathe you in again just to feel you