We don't belong here. (BVB)

Chapter sixteen

Recap:
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**Shania's POV**
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I got on one leg and looked deeper into CC's eyes
"CC I know that we haven't known each other that long, and that I have a really bad past that is hard to over look." He looked like he was going to cry, but I continued
"CC I guess what I'm trying to say is that I love you so much and I wrote the song for you because I do feel beautiful with you, scars in all. I never felt that way with anyone in the world. CC will you be my boyfriend?" I asked
"Shania I...."
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Chapter sixteen: **CC's POV**
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"Shania I love you to sooo much yes I'll be your boyfriend!" I said as I stood up and hugged her so tightly I didn't want to let her go. She looked so beautiful and that song, did she really feel that way? I hope so because she is very beautiful and her scars don't mean shit to me. They are just trophies that show she was in a battle but she made it out alive.
"CC you there?" Shania said,
"shit did I zone out?"
"Yeah you did, and we are still on the stage babe." I looked out and everyone was looking like they were trying there best not to laugh, so I pulled Shania to me spinned her around and kissed her deeply, there were wolf whistles going around. The kiss was so magical the best kiss I have ever had, I want her to be the last person I'm ever with.
"Okay break it up you horn dogs!" Danny said as he dumped water on us while we were still kissing!
"Danny your lucky I'm not wearing a white fuckin shirt!" Shania said
"Oh baby I would love to see you in a white. wet. shirt." Danny said
"Danny she mine back off." I growled
"I'm just playing man." He said holding his hands up in surrender.
"Guys maybe we should get off stage before the fans die of laughter...." Shania said, I looked out sure enough the fans were all on the floor laughing their asses off
"Okay bye guys I hoped you enjoyed the show and I'm pretty sure I'll be seeing this on youtube and twitter. So hello to my future self and goodnight!" I yelled as I walked off the stage. Man am I happy to have her as my own this is the best day ever!
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**Shania's POV**
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When we got of stage I sat on the couch listening to asking Alexandria play their set. What can I say I love their music! But for some reason I had a feeling like something bad was going to happen, why do I feel like this I mean I have CC I love him a lot. But it feels like something is going to ruin my happiness like it usually does.
"Baby are you okay?" CC asked as he sat next to me
"Yeah, I just feel like something is going to take me away from you. I just got you I don't want to loose you."
"Angel nothing will take you from me I love you to much to loose you. I love you more than andy can ever scream, seems how I can't scream." CC said as he winked at me
"CC I'm so glade I'm with you."
"Angel I'm glade I'm with you too."
"I (yawn) love you (yawn) Christian." I said as I laid my head on his lap and began to fall asleep
"I love you to angel, don't you ever forget it. Goodnight baby."
With that darkness consumed me, off to dream land i go.
-next morning-
I woke up in my buck with CC beside me, I looked down to see I was in my batman pajama pants and black tank top. CC must of changed my cloths, eh whatever's. I went to the kitchen put my iPod on and began cooking pancakes, bacon, toast, hash browns, eggs, and sausage. Right when i finished andy walked out and stopped in the middle of the hall the rest of the guys must of been behind him because once andy stopped every bvb guy fell on to the floor andy being on the very bottom
"Wtf andy why did you stop?" CC yelled he was on top of ashley who was on top of andy jake on top of CC and jinxx on top of jake
"Look in the kitchen it's a fuckin buffet!!" Andy said all the guys looked up and attempted to run into the kitchen but failed
"Why don't you guys let jinxx get off, then jake, then CC, then ashley, THEN andy." I said trying not to laugh
"Good idea babe." CC said smiling at me
"OMFG WHAT IS IN MY ASS?!?!?!" Andy yelled
"Chill dude it's my phone damn" ashley said
"Okay then jinxx come get your plate." I said
"Kk." He got off jake and so on finally they all were sat down at the table eating, I haven't ate since Pizza Hut but it's cool I need to loose weight, maybe it will work better if I stopped eating.
"I'm going to go get ready y'all eat, seems how it's your day off we can go swimming I'll text Kellin, Danny, and jayy to tell their bands and jeffree we are going swimming so hurry up. " I said walking away
"Angel."
"Yeah CC?"
"Why aren't you eating?"
"Oh um I already ate somthing." I hate lying to him but I really don't want to eat
"Okay babe I love you."
"I love you to now eat. I wanna go swimming it's all ready 2."
"Okay angel."
I walked to my suit case grabbed my swim suit, my dads big shirt I stole, yeah I know why do I want that shirt, well it was actually my moms big shirt, she was bigger than me, I use to wear it but my dad said I should of died instead and that I don't deserve anything of hers, so I took it. I went in the bathroom to change, I took my tank top and pants off I was left in my underwear. I stood there looking at my reflection.. How can CC ever love me, I'm nothing, I'm not pretty, I'm not special. I didn't even realize CC had walked in. He wrapped his arms around me ours eyes met threw the reflection, I started singing
"I stand naked before you now, No walls to hide behind, So here am I, you see all of my scars, Still here you are."
CC wiped a tear from my eye, that I didn't even know I had.
"CC why would you want to be with someone so broken, so ugly?" I asked turning around to face him
"Angel your beautiful, I don't care if you fat, or skinny, I don't care about your scars. I'll kiss them all the time if I need to, just to show you, baby your beautiful to me and that's all that matters."
"CC I love you so much."
"I love you too. Now I texted everyone they all are ready we are waiting on you baby."
"I'll be out in a minute"
"Okay baby hurry." I nodded and he left I locked the door I sat on the floor and cried everything went blurry, when I regained my sight I looked at my self I had a blade and on my leg the words 'fat, ugly, worthless' where carved on my legs FUCK I'm going swimming there going to see this! I cleaned my legs off and covered my scars up with foundation, I'm just going to have to stay out of the water. I quickly changed threw my hair up, and walked out.
-at the beach-
"Okay guys we are here let's go!" Jeffree yelled every one ran to the water while I sat on a towel in the sand with my eyes closed enjoying the sun, well I was till something was blocking my sunlight .-.
I looked up to see Kellin standing there
"Shay why aren't you swimming?"
"I don't know"
"Come on"
"No I'm okay." I took off my moms shirt and used it as a pillow
"Guys help! She won't get in!"
"KELLIN NO DONT TEL....." Too late
"SHANIA GET YOUR ASS IN THIS FINE ASS BODY OF WATER!" Dahvie yelled
"No I'm fine go swim." I closed my eyes again, only to be thrown into the water
"FUC ITS COLD ASS HOLES!"
"We love you angel." CC said as he hugged me
"Well I love you guys too." I said kissing him
"We should play truth or dare!" Ashley yelled
"Okay" everyone but I said
"Guys one problem." I said they all looked at me
"Wat?" Jayy said
"I'm the only one with boobs and vagina here, well except dahvie..."
"Oh true......HEY NOT NICE!" Dahvie said an started to fake pout. I swam to him and hugged him
"I'm sorry Dahvie I wove you!"
"Yay I get hugged by a wet Shania!"
"Dahvie let my girlfriend go." CC growled
"Okay guys let's play." I said
"Ashley it was you idea you first." Andy said
"Shania truth or dare?"
"Dare."
"I dare you to make CC hard." Ashley said with a smirk
"Why do I get dragged into this?" CC whinnied
"Ether she gets you hard or Kellin... Your choice." Ashley said and smirked again
"Fuck no! Shania make me hard!" CC yelled, I began laughing
"Um okay?" I swam to CC and kissed him the kiss deepened, I licked the bottom of his lip asking for entry which he allowed, we fought for dominance. I won (:
I ran my hands threw his wet hair and tugged on it while I made my way to his neck and started to kiss and suck till he moaned. Once he moaned I began sucking and biting that one spot as my right hand made it's way to his shorts, I rubbed the outside of his shorts with one hand and tugged his hair with the other as I was sucking and biting his neck
"Oh fuck Shania." CC moaned I felt he was getting hard so I slipped my hand into his pants stroking his member ;)
"Damn girl I said make him hard not fuck him." Ashley said which caused me to stop, CC to pout, everyone else to laugh
"Ha Kellin i bet you wish that was you." Danny said with a smirk, Kellin whispered something under his breath but I didn't catch what he said
The game went on for two hours, CC had to kiss James, James had to take his swim suit bottoms off, Gabe had to kiss Kellin for 5 minutes, Kellin had to kiss me for 2 minutes against mine and CC protest, cam kissed andy, andy ran around the beach with ashley butt naked yelling I love unicorns, jake and jinxx had to kiss naked for 5 minutes, jack and Sam had to touch each other's um things bellow the waist.
"Guys I'm hungry." Jake whinnied so we all got out an walked to our towels I looked down and noticed the foundation washed off, I quickly ran to the bathroom and texted jeffree
J=Jeffree S=Shania
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Jeffree do u have foundation? -S
Yeah why? -J
Bring it to the bathroom I'll explain please come alone. -S
Okay cuz brt -J
Right after Jeffree sent that he was at the door knocking I opened it and let him in.
"Shania what did you need it for?" I un wrapped the towel and showed him, his face dropped as soon as he seen them
"Why Shania?"
"I don't know why Jeffree it was all I blur, but one thing I do know is.." Should I tell him? What if he tells the other people...
"Jeffree when my dad raped me, he didn't pull out I might be pregnant with his kid."
"OMG Shania I'm sooo sorry I should of been there to stop this all. I should of just taken you away when I had the chance."
"It's okay Jeffree, I should of told CC before I asked him out I guess I'll tell him tonight. I know he is going to leave me."
"If he does honey your welcome at my house and on BOTDF's bus. We don't mind okay? I'll tell Jayy and Dahvie whats going on so they know."
"Thank you Jeff"
"Your welcome nia." We sat there for a while then someone started banging on the door
"Jeff I need your foundation hurry!" He tossed me it I quickly put it on and gave it back, jeff opened the door and there stood a pissed off CC...
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What?!? She might be pregnant with her dad's baby? Omg! I wonder what CC thinks happened...