We don't belong here. (BVB)

Chapter twenty-three

Recap:

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Its been a while after the meet and greet right now I'm in the back with the door locked crying, I feel so disgusting. I took the blade to my skin and let it dance around a little bit. after about 5 cuts on both arms I cleaned up and put my blade away. I unlocked the door and climbed into bed thinking. What the fuck am I going to do? I still have to choose between Naomi and CC. Maybe if I just left again. Then I don't have to choose. But then I'll loose my band and contact with the only family I got left. Fuck my life.

--------------------------------------------------Chapter Twenty-three: **CC's POV**

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~About 2 1/2 weeks after shania's return~

Shanias been back on tour for almost 3 weeks. She hasent really left the back room and she won't talk to any one except fans. She still sings during the concerts, but nothing else. We all are worried for her.

"yo cc We are on our way to go see The Outcast play I guess shania written a new song or somthing." Andy said

"mkay." I said throwing a jacket on.

"you okay cc? you seem a little off today." jinxx asked

I nodded and walked off the bus.

By the time We got to the stage 'TO' was already on

"HELLO MOTHER FUCKER'S! TONIGHT WE ARE STARTING WITH A BRAND NEW SONG I HOPE YOU ENJOY! IT'S CALLED HURT ENJOY MOTHER FUCKER'S!" Shania yelled into the mic. Matt began on drums soon Justice started in the Naomi. right after Naomi my angels voice rang threw the speakers. God I love her voice.

(AN: hurt is a song by nine inch nails. but I preferred the Jonny Cash version.)

I hurt myself today

To see if I still feel

I focus on the pain

The only thing that's real

The needle tears a hole

The old familiar sting

Try to kill it all away

But I remember everything

[Chorus:]

What have I become

My sweetest friend

Everyone I know goes away

In the end

And you could have it all

My empire of dirt

I will let you down

I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns

Upon my liar's chair

Full of broken thoughts

I cannot repair

Beneath the stains of time

The feelings disappear

You are someone else

I am still right here

[Chorus:]

What have I become

My sweetest friend

Everyone I know goes away

In the end

And you could have it all

My empire of dirt

I will let you down

I will make you hurt

If I could start again

A million miles away

I would keep myself

I would find a way

When she finished the song she was in tears. I'm pretty sure everyone was almost in tears. The concert went on like usual. After the concert everyone went and hugged shania.

"shania that song. Was it about the who you know..." Andy was the first to speak. once again all she did was shrug and walk away to meet an greet.

"guys I have something to tell you." Naomi said looking done at her shoes.

"what?" Justice asked while hugging Mathew

"I already talked to shania, but I been cheating on her. I'm getting married to a guy named Jacob. I will be leaving the band also. Justice I figured you brother Vic would take my place." Naomi said almost in tears We all hugged her and walked to meet and greet to tell the fans. oh what a joy this will be. (hint the sarcasm..)

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Okay guys this was a filler. I will try to update more later. next chapter will be just discribing Vic. but please send in ideas. I'm running out. bye loves <3

-666gothlicangel