We don't belong here. (BVB)

Chapter fifteen

Recap:

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**Shania's POV**

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"What's up Shania?" Andy asked

"I want you and Kellin to help me to stop cutting."

"Okay what's in the box?"

"Open it." I handed him the box, when he opened it is face dropped

"What's in it andy?" Kellin asked

"Look for your self.." He said while handing the open box to Kellin, once Kellin seen what was inside his face dropped too

"H-How many are in here?" Kellin asked

"About 42." I said while looking down

"Damn shay, we can get threw this I promise." Kellin said while hugging me

"Thanks guys your the best. Now can you help me out with a way to ask CC out?"

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Chapter fifteen: **Shania's POV**

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Andy and Kellin both agreed to help me ask CC out I'm thinking of writing a song and sing it to him on stage, that's if andy will let me I'll text him.

Shania: hey brotha I love you sooooo much :)

Andy: what do you want?

Shania: I'll just telling my brotha I loved him (:

Andy: spill it.

Shania: ugh fine. I got an idea...

Andy: okay sooo.... Tell me

Shania: I can write him a song and sing it to him, then ask him out.. Bad idea?

No reply hmm I guess it was a bad idea. Ugh. Just as I set my phone down on the couch andy runs threw the door with Kellin.

"THAT.... SOUNDS..... AWESOME!!" Andy yelled

"Hell yeah Shay, we can help write a song, botdf can help pick an outfit, do your make up, and hair!" Kellin said as he sat next to me

"You mean..... THE BOTDF?!?!?"I yelled, yeah I'm a big fan Dahvie is my fav one (:

"Yup I called them on our way here they should me here an...." Andy said as he was cut off with someone barging into the bus

"BITCHES WE ARE HERE!!!!!" Dahvie yelled. Omfg I'm going to faint :0

"Dahvie it's rude to run in to peoples busses. I swear your such a kid." Jayy said as he was shaking his head at dahvie

"Whateve jayy. Soooooo where's the Shania I was told about?" Dahvie asked I hid somewhat behind Kellin it's hard to when I'm like way fatter than he is. Ugh why can't I be skinny what was I thinking? I'm not good enough for CC I'm just me. I pulled my sleeves up and ran my fingers down my arms, why must I be so ugly? Why couldn't andy just leave me there to die in that ally way? CC was right I do deserve everything my dad did to me.

"SHANIA DONT EVER SAY THAT!" Andy yelled, shit did I say that out loud? I looked over to see Jayy and Dahvie looking at me with sadden face and tear brimming there eyes.

"Yes you did sweetie, your not ugly. Your quite beautiful, and andy told us everything that happened you don't deserve it. None of it." Jayy said as he hugged me