We don't belong here. (BVB)

Chapter Twenty-Four

Recap:

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**CC's POV**

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"guys I have something to tell you." Naomi said looking done at her shoes.

"what?" Justice asked while hugging Mathew

"I already talked to shania, but I been cheating on her. I'm getting married to a guy named Jacob. I will be leaving the band also. Justice I figured you brother Vic would take my place." Naomi said almost in tears We all hugged her and walked to meet and greet to tell the fans.  oh what a joy this will be. (hint the sarcasm..) 

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Chapter Twenty-Four: **Shana's POV**

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It's been a couple weeks since Naomi told every one else she was leaving. Naomi leaves in two days, Vic will be here to replace her in 3 hours. I've been pushing every one away, I only talk now to fans and on stage. Im texting Jeffree right now he has an idea for me to be onstage with him and sing lollipop luxury with him. I would be singing nicki minajs part.

~Shania=s Jeffree= j~

j- Hey nia, I was wondering if you wanted to sing Lollipop Luxury w/ me on stage tonight.

s- I guess, I don't have a gig tonight so I'm free.

j- YAY!!!! Thank you nia!!!!

s- yup wat time?

j- about 5

s- k bye.

j- nia I miss you. you haven't been the same lately.  We all miss you.

s- bye Jeffree. See you at 5.

I put my phone down and sighed. I wish I could tell them.  I pulled my shirt off and looked in the mirror that was in the back room,  If only they knew what I have been doing to myself. my whole stomach, arms, legs are full of cuts. Recently I cut my boobs because I'm out of room on the rest of my body. I looked deeper at myself my eyes are so dull and my lips are so pale.

"Shania were going out to eat you coming?!?" Matt yelled, instead of answering I just ignored him and got changed for my performance tonight. It's about 4 now so I better hurry. I'm so hungry but I don't want to eat. I threw on my tight black tank top, Blood red jacket, Black lace tights that end mid thigh, a poofy Blood red skirt, my Red high heals, I put eye liner, red lip stick, I put red smoky look for eye shadow, and left my hair down. When I thought I look somewhat decent I grabbed my phone and walked to the gig. When I was there I put shades on and hid in the crowed waiting for Jeffree to meet me. Right then I got the best idea and texted Jeffree.

~Shania= s Jeffree= j~

s- Hey go a head and start the song, I'll hide in the crowd once it's my part tell the crowd to part. I'll walk up to the stage and sing. Kinda give the crowd a surprise.

j- okay!  great idea nia!! show start in 3 minutes.

About three minutes later the music started and soon Jeffrees voice filled the whole venue.

(Bold Jeffree, Slanted Shania, slanted and bold both,)

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