Texting You

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9:49 AM

Laur:
Text me when you wake up

And also, you should probably take a pain killer and drink some water. I'm guessing you're going to be hungover.

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11:36 AM

Camz:
I'm up

Laur:
How are you feeling?

Camz:
Emotionally better than yesterday.

Physically, like shit.

Laur:
Why didn't you tell me yesterday was your one year anniversary with Vanessa?

Camz:
because.... idk

Laur:
Camila

Canz:
I just feel pathetic.

I mean she was a horrible girlfriend. She lied to me, used me, cheated on me, and then broke up with me the first chance she got. Obviously she doesn't care and never has.

And then here I am, three weeks later still moping around over that piece of shit

It's pathetic.... I'm pathetic

Laur:
Camz babe, just because you loved more than she did doesn't make you pathetic.

If anything, it actually makes her pathetic bc she played with your feelings like you were a toy and you were the one who actually cared and allowed yourself to feel and to love. That's not pathetic.

Camz:
It's been three weeks Laur.

I want to be over her.

Laur:
And you will be, just give it time.

And Camz, next time if you feel like you can't take it anymore, can you text me? Rather than going out and drinking until you're shit faced.

Camz:
I thought it would make me feel better.....

Laur:
Well did it?

Camz:
For a little bit

Laur:
How about right now, do you feel better?

Camz:
No

Laur:
Talk to me, okay?

Camz:
I don't want to annoy you with my problems or anything tho.

I feel like all I talk about is Vanessa.

Laur:
You don't annoy me. Ever. Okay Camz?

Camz:
Okay

Laur:
And as for Vanessa, if talking about her helps you then I don't care how often she shows up in our conversations.

Camz:
Thanks Laur

You're honestly the best. Exactly what I needed right now.