Texting You

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2:20 PM
*Ally Explain*

Mani:
So.....

Allycat:
So

Mani:
We slept together

Allycat:
Yeah....

Mani:
You have a gf

Allycat:
Scarlet isn't my gf

And even if she was, we have an open thing going on

Mani:
What's the deal with her anyways?

Allycat:
Are you jealous?

Mani:
idk, maybe??

it's more like...You moved on so quick

It's only been a few weeks and I guess I wanted to see if you still felt anything for me cuz it sure seemed like you didnt

and ya know, even tho the breakup was mutual, my heart still hurts a bit

Allycat:
So you dressed up in THE dress and then we got drunk

And slept together

Mani:
Yeah

Allycat:
Mani I'm sorry that you felt like I wasnt hurting or that being with you for so long was easy to get over- even with the mutual break up

That's not the case.

My heart hurts too

Mani:
But Scarlet?

Allycat:
Scarlet is different and single and liberating and she's super cool and easy to talk to

but... and this is probably terrible to say, most of all she's a good distraction.

She likes to float around and do her thing and it's fun after being in a relationship for so long to just mess around

not that our relationship was bad but

Mani:
I get what you mean

Allycat:
Yeah, it's fun for now but you and I both know that for an actual relationship I need stability and commitment

Plus it's still too soon for me.

I mean we were together for three fucking years and mutual or not, that's something that you need time to get over

Mani:
Except we slept together

Allycat:
That does sort of mess with things doesn't it?

Mani:
But you really do want to break up? Like you havent changed your mind or anything???

Allycat:
No... last night was good, don't get me wrong

Mani:
But still no spark

Allycat:
No spark

Mani:
It happened cuz we know our weaknesses

Allycat:
And obviously we're still attracted to each other bc duh

Mani:
And we got drunk

Allycat:
It was familiar, subconscious almost

Mani:
But we're definitely done?