JEANNE

Chapter 24- gentle side

Meagan eventually grew to us. She would always hang around us. We were like her family. She was scared of other people. We helped her with a lot of emotional problems and showed her around. It had been about 3 months since she got here. We got to know a whole new side of her. She was very cute but something inside me constantly reminded me of Mia. Sometimes the urge to kill would come in my mind again. I had to push it away. Ask for me and Pearce, we were the talk of the hospital. The nurses didn't care much about what we did there as long as we couldn't escape. We would always start fights with people for fun. I was teaching Meagan to fight. Poor little thing couldn't hurt a fly though. I liked the adrenaline rush of winning a fight. Definitely with an older aponent. It gave me a purpose. I never fought them for no reason though. Most of the time it was just for fun because people would challenge me. I let my anger out that way. Pearce liked fighting probably because before he came here he did boxing. He wanted to become a UFC fighter one day. After knowing him for a bit though he kind of scared me. He will sometimes look at me odd or lick his lips when he watches me fight. I get an uneasy feeling around him but it's all in my head. I know he's a good guy just a little on the crazy side. He has this twitch in his neck. He constantly does it. I'm 15 now and u can guess.... yep.... I got my period. Ik TMI but honestly it's so hard to have one while your constantly getting into fights in a hospital and they barley have anything for it. Anyways, Pearce is always so sweet when I'm on my period. He will make sure people stay away from me. He always steals me extra chocolate chip cookies at dinner so I have something to snack on at night. He really likes me and I like him. We are best friends forever. I have gotten over my obsession with pain mainly because after that fight between Pearce and I when I wanted him to hurt me he never did. I forgot what pain had felt like and I didn't crave it anymore. Pearce was always there for me when I had nightmares or i would just break down crying about my family. I love Pearce.