michael,
i suppose when you read this ashton already told you about today, that he found me lying on the ground, with a grin on my face, holding a razor blade in my hand and some pills in the other. do you wanna know why i did that? because my mum called today and she said,
"i raised you, and what are you doing with your life? if you think that relationship with that michael boy would rekindle again by doing all of this, rethink it. you are making such a mess and you're wasting your life now. if you won't get better, might as well go now."
i needed those pills and ashton pryed them from me. i know he cares about me, being my friend for about five years but i want those pills to get me better. did you know i sleep nineteen hours a day? probably not because you don't care about me now. i go to sleep because whenever i open my eyes, the nightmare comes. the real life nightmare.
reality.
i need you.
right now, right here.
until the day after forever.
-Peschk
Song In The Mixtape:
Total Eclipse Of The Heart - Bonnie Tyler
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ayyye i actually can relate to that
I NEED MICHAEL CLIFFORD
YOU ARE READING
Mixtapes | m.c. (editing)
Fanfiction"Will you still love me when the sun rises?" I loved it when he says that, his tongue rolling just above his teeth while saying the word 'love' it makes my heart flutter. He says that even though he knows my response. "Until the day after forever."
