michael,
i wanna talk about the reason why you did this. even though you probably won't reply to me, atleast when i'm alive, i'm still hoping that maybe one day, one day you'll tell me why you did this. why'd you hurt me. am i just a fragile thing? is that what you think of me?
i overcame my demons and you know that, but you forced them in my life again. you made them enter my mind, i tried so hard to make a wall between suicide and myself three years ago yet you, clifford, you easily knocked it down.
i'm sorry that i love you and i wanted to make you realize that i love you but you just won't. why won't you? is that relationship just for fun? whatever it is, just write it on my stone.
even though you probably think i hate you so much, i'll still love you until the day after forever.
-Peschk
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Fanfiction"Will you still love me when the sun rises?" I loved it when he says that, his tongue rolling just above his teeth while saying the word 'love' it makes my heart flutter. He says that even though he knows my response. "Until the day after forever."