hi baby,
oh how i miss calling you that. i know that you hate all those cliché nicknames, yet i also know that you love it. remember the first time that we met? on that emergency exit at school? oh those memories, i remember you looking so surprised at me, like "why are you here?" the truth is, i always see you there. you don't see me because i hide under those stairs, and by the way, you smoke too, a lot heavier than me.
i remember my eighteenth birthday, when you gave me that necklace? i don't have a clue where that bastard is now but i miss that moment. i miss when everything was in place. now, everything's a mess. including me.
why do i keep recording myself? i don't know, it's becoming a way to express my feelings to you, and it's helping a lot more than therapy.
as i always say, i'll love you until the day after forever.
-Leila
Song in the mixtape:
Stay - Rihanna
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who the fuck loses a necklace given by your boyfriend two years ago
okay second update today whaaat
do you actually like this book? bc if you dont i can staph srry
Wait I have to reach 30 reads now
YOU ARE READING
Mixtapes | m.c. (editing)
Hayran Kurgu"Will you still love me when the sun rises?" I loved it when he says that, his tongue rolling just above his teeth while saying the word 'love' it makes my heart flutter. He says that even though he knows my response. "Until the day after forever."
