hey michael,
do you know i regret doing this? it seems so silly, yet i'm doing it for you, just for you. i tried letting positivities in my life by attending therapy, yet it doesn't help much. the kids just discuss their sad story, and to be honest, i didn't tell them my real one. i told them that i am sad that i lost my boyfriend, yet the real issue here is how lonely i am. i don't know how to fix this problem, my mum says that if i'm just lonely them i should hang out with my friends, specifically oliv, luke, cal and ashton, but i can't. i need you here. right here with me.
where did you go? scrap that, where did your love go? or is your love for me non-existent?
even though there's 50% chance that you'll hurt my feelings when you answer that, i'll still love you. until the day after forever.
-Leila
Song in the mixtape:
The 1975 - The 1975
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kinda emotional chapter but hey
I HIT 25 READS OKAY WHAT
THERES AUTHORS SAYING
"What 2K? Why only that?"
YET HERE I AM TWERKIN TO PARIS CUZ I HIT 25 wHUT
YOU ARE READING
Mixtapes | m.c. (editing)
Fanfiction"Will you still love me when the sun rises?" I loved it when he says that, his tongue rolling just above his teeth while saying the word 'love' it makes my heart flutter. He says that even though he knows my response. "Until the day after forever."
