Mixtape 6 - alone

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hello again michael,

these records are pathetic isn't it? i record my voice and what does it make? nothing, just noise. i'm listening to some songs that you made and i am really impressed. where did you get thise ideas from?

my mum came over and took care of me. she said that she's really sorry that she said those and she will never say anything like that again. will i believe her? i don't know...

she cleaned the apartment, yes i call it the apartment now, even though it is ours. when will you be back? i need you, i really really need you. i hate how i seem so needy in these tapes, but it is true, i need you to be here, support me through the hellhole i am experiencing right now and help me get over it. but you can't right?

i hate these tapes, they make me realize how alone i am, but i guess this is my fate right?

i still say it because i know no matter how much you think that i love you that much, it isn't. it's much more than that. i'll love you until the day after forever.

-Peschk

Song in the mixtape:
Between The Bars - Elliot Smith

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woah third update today what

you should thank me booty poppers

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