Living With The Boys (BEING EDITED)

Chapter 5

"Im having a conversation with my sister dumbass now back off." he said before turning back to me," why did you just flinch?"

I looked down at his hand wrapped around my wrist and spoke," you scared me thats all i didnt think you were about to grab me."

"STOP LYING TO ME MAGGIE!!" he shouted at me and i collapsed to the ground.

Memories of Rick flooding my mind and i was vaguely aware of the fact that i was curled up in a ball rocking back and forth.

"Im sorry i know what you said i wont do it again.... that guy meant nothing to me!!" i started saying quietly knowing it was no use.

I could feel tears streaming down my face and then arms going around me and lift me off the ground.

"Hey its me chase its okay... no one is going to hurt you now i will make sure you are alright.." his soothing words had an instant effect of me.

I slowly released my death grip on my legs and looked up into his green eyes.

"MATE" my wolf sarah screamed at me.

I instantly got off of chases lap and walked away from him. pushing myself into a corner.

"MINE!!" Chase said in a deep husky voice that made my wolf go crazy.

"I Maggie Carolline Smith hereby reject Chase Carigan as my Mate." i said and each word broke my heart even more and before i knew it i was in the ground in excruciating pain and then i was my wolf.

I looked up to see Chase as a pure black wolf. He was a giant wolf so he was obviously an alpha but i was a white wolf i had more power than him... not that i would chalenge him.

"Why?" i heard him ask me through a mind link i didnt even know we had.

"I dont want you." i replied but i didnt mean it i wanted him with every fiber of my being.

I think he knew this because he instantly walked over to me rubbing his face against mine and without my consent my wolf started to make this strange purring like sound.

I turned my head and placed it under his and started to run it against his chest. the next thing i knew he was laying on top of me and i felt like everything in my life was complete.

"Dont reject me please... i love you!" he said.

"I've heard that before." i said before getting up and trotting down to my room before shifting back into human form.

I went and sat on my bed and started sobbing... what had i done?

I loved Chase the instant i knew he was my mate and yet.. im to terrified to let him love me because the last time i nearly died and i cant go through that agin.

Not now

Not ever.

AUTHORS NOTE
I KNOW ITS BEEN A WHILE AND ITS A SHORT CHAPTET I WILL GO BACK AND EDIT THIS CHAPTER AND THE REST OF THE STORY THIS WEEKEND!!
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