"i wish they weren't."

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FRIDAY -AFTER THE DENTIST-

"why aren't you eating your peas Zar?"my mom asked tucking into her steak dinner, she was getting used to eating steak dinners because Joe's bringing her out to a steak house tomorrow, oh i hope he chokes on a bone

"braces are sore," i mumbled putting down my fork, i dont even like peas why does she give me them.

"alright zara what's wro-"

"Nothings wrong!" i cut her off bluntly and resumed to picking up my fork and scooting the peas onto the other side of the plate and eating my croquets, i really like croquets (a/n speaking about all this food makes me hungry, although i do hate peas.). she sighed and rolled her eyes.

"hey can i have your peas?" Max slopped, i made a disgusted face at him whilst he was leaning more towards the plate.

"sure." i say giving him a disgusting look and handing the plate to him, i sit back in my chair. "im gonna finish some homework,"i say quickly, swiftly moving out of my seat and heading for the stairs.

"zara," my mother said, the tone of her voice sounded unimpressed,what have i done this time?

"Julia," i rolled my eyes and turned around to see Max's face dunked into her peas aswell,does she not get the message that no one in this house eats peas except for Max?

"Zara, Look whatever is wrong you know you can tell me." she says rising from her seat and taking a few steps towards me, Max is watching her with peas flying out of his mouth. 

reasons why i dont like peas

no.1: MAX 

"Mom, there's nothing wrong." i replied, "everything is fine i mean you're already moving on and your ready to hurt the family again with Joe, Yeah Joe's a nice man it doesn't mean you can trust him and definetly doesn't mean you can trust him with your kids," i continued, 

"oh so this is what it's all about ,Joe?" she asked her arms crossed over her chest and her eyebrows raised.

"oh what? just because Joe said your hair was nice your gonna go on a date with him? wow how long was it until you let your barriers down for dad and then start dating him? yes dad done a horrible thing but you deserved it, you were never a great wife you didn't give a shit about him.." i exclaimed , red faced and pissed.

Max has now dropped his plate of peas and my mother looks hurt

well done, Zara 

"im going to my room." i spoke after a bit of silence, i stormed up the steps and slammed the door behind me.

i hate my family,i hate them i hate them

"that's not true." 

i turned around to see Patrick sitting on my chest of drawers with a frown on his face, he looks disappointed in me, "you can't your family Zara ,they're your own flesh and blood." he said his face looking pissed off with me.

"well, i wish they weren't." i muttered turning away from him and looking at the posters on my wall, i have quite alot of old bands posters that belonged to my grandfather, Arthur. The one Patrick is very friendly with, that reminds me we're going to see him tomorrow while Mom is on a date with Joe ewww, i'll it to my grandfather then.

i heard Patrick sigh,"Please Zara, don't be annoyed with me im just trying to tell you how important your family is,"

"im not annoyed, its just .. i feel like everyones against me." i said turning around and facing his beautiful eyes, did i just say that?

i hope he couldn't read my mind there

"no one's against you Zarz, infact everyone's looking out for you but your pushing everyone away, maybe you haven't noticed but Max looks out for you,"

"oh please Max hate's me, I hate him." i replied

Patrick looked on the verge of killing me mixed with looking like he wants to cry, why do i hurt everyone.

"There you go again, pushing everyone away!" he shouted standing up off of the chest of drawers, how dare he speak to me like that, who does he think he is? God?

although he does look like a god

"I'm not pushing everyone away!" i exclaimed, "Everyone just gets on my nerves,thats all." i replied taking a step forward. he took a step forward,

"everyone gets on your nerves because you push them away!" he replied loudly.

i took another step forward,"im not!"

"you are!"

"not!"

"you are!"

"im not!"

"you are!"

"im not!"

"Just hug me!" he shouted throwing his arms around my waist.

"gladly!" i shouted throwing my arms around his neck and relaxing into his embrace

things took a strange turn

**Your right there zara!

sorry guys i took so long to update, i had exams and everything but now im on summer holidays and ill be able to update more often because i have no social life and i love you all plus im enjoying writing this story.

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