Julias P.o.v ( the bitch who thought it'd be cool to criticize Zara. I will kill you woman.)
what has gotten into her? For godsakes obviously she's on her period or else she wouldn't act like that right?
wrong.
i was wrong. I was sooo wrong, why did i say those things? That's my daughter. She's got feelings, I'm spending too much time trying to be posh to Joes parents friends that my poor father and daughter are suffering.
if your wondering about my father? Yeah i forced a drink down his neck nearly so..
that was so out of order and i don't blame her for running, i deserve every punishment for that. She didn't look like a boy. She actually looked well, very pretty.
"Julia," Joe says disappointment in his voice. "What was that all about?", He looked around the room to make sure no one was listening.
"Actually, Joe i don't know," i admitted placing my hand on my chest. "I'm a horrible mother."
Joe pulled me into a hug and he rested my head on his chest,"Your not a horrible mother. We all make mistakes Julia. The best thing to do is give her time and then apologise and start all over again."
"Thank you, Joe." i said, he gives amazing advice i don't know what i did to deserve him. He's my rock.
"Ill go speak to her," i said starting my way towards the arch of the door when Joe stopped me.
"Time." he said relating to me giving her time to think. He's right.
Zara's p.o.v
"There obviously is something horrible about me if my own mother comments on me," i cried into Patrick shoulder. Its been this way for 15 minutes. "I just have to face it, I'm not good enough for anyone."
Patrick cradled me and and hushed he before saying,"don't speak about yourself like that." He said Stroking my hair like je usually does, it calms me down alot. "Your not horrible Zarz, your beautiful and anyone is lucky to have you."
he's sweet, ain't he?
Too bad he actually doesn't want me.
"Patrick please don't say that, you don't want me so why is anyone lucky to have me?" i ask in desperation, Like come on dude are you really going to contradict yourself? Right now? Its a bad time.
"Because....." he says trailing off and turning me around so I'm facing him, he hovers over me a small bit and looks me dead in the eye, "Your beautiful," he comments pushing a stray of my hair out of my tear stained face.
"Patri--"
"Hush, I'm not done." he says running a hand down my cheek," I know i fucked shit up last week and I'm so so sorry. But i cant sit around and watch you be sad." he explains sincerity in his voice whilst he snuggles in more.
"I really really Like you, Zara." he says but stops as his eyes cast with doubt,"But you know that i ca-"
"Patrick," i cut him off,"Look lets save ourselves the heartbreak and say you cant exactly like me since your a guardian angel and I'm an awkward teenage girl, well in 18 but you know," i say hesitating if i should say this next. "But lets forget about the feelings we had- have for eachother." i say.
Patrick nods in understanding letting his hand drop and lying down beside me," I couldn't agree with you more. I was about to uh a-actually sa-say that hah! What a coincidence huh?" Patrick stutters. I chuckled slightly and nod.
"Tis indeed, now hush I'm trying to sleep."
i turn over and lie on my side with my back to Patrick who is lying on his back staring blankly at the ceiling. Patrick throws one arm around my waist finally and turns his whole body around. "Zara?" he whispers.
"Yes?"
"We forgot to go to that Party," Patrick says,"its still only 4pm." checking his watch he shoves me a bit to get my full attention.
"Effort," i say lazily," Lets just sleep and we'll go another day."
"Oh you bet ya, you owe me a date Zara Blantley." Patrick Jokes
"Oh shutup stump."
"Night Zarz," Patrick says cuddling me into his chest.
"Night Stump."
****Hey guys sorry if this chapter is shit. Its boring and I'm sorry drama will happen soon, i promise. Anyways thank you for the support etc, I love you all.
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underappreciated me (patrick stump fanfic)
Fanfiction*Finished* sequel name: 'Things aren't the same anymore' zara Blantley the underAppreciated girl, she never spoke up if she did she was interuppted, she was forgotten by teachers and well she was just another loser according to everyone in school. O...
