underappreciated me (patrick stump fanfic)

demon in my safest haven (2)

**Okay, before we start: this is explicit and this is the first time i wrote something like this, and i know i said i wont go into detail about it and that this chapter you'd find out where Patricks body is. Yeah well i lied. So in this chapter its a little Zara and Patrick action and im sorry if you don't like this. I'm so bad at it. :( sorry again, but its another update.:)**

Zara's p.o.v

"You ready Zara?" Patrick asked from beside me, I've been zoned out because i was thinking about how ill say I'm pregnant to my mom if i do get pregnant that is.

i am not

"Uh yeah," i said nervously sitting closer to Patrick so that it doesn't look like I'm a nervous wreck.

"Okay." he said slightly different to his different tone, he leaned into me a little latching his lips onto my neck, gently massaging it with his lips.

oh no, oh no this leads to hickeys! What would my mother think?

oh that feels kinda nice..

i involuntary moaned causing Patrick to laugh silently into my neck, Patrick began to bring his lips up to my jawline leading his tongue to my earlobe.

this is disgusting.

"ew, ew ew." i said a little moving further away from him, Patrick gave me a questioning look.

"What?" he asked confused his lips plump red and swolling from kissing me, i can still feel his saliva.

"I forgot to clean my ears this morning." I lied, Yeah okay I'm nervous and any excuse will do for the moment. To be honest i was rushing this morning and i actually forgot to clean my ears, i feel really weird now sharing that with you.

Patrick chuckled and shook his head,"The excuse trick?" he asked laughing lightly, i was expecting him to get up and leave or spray me with water because i didn't clean my ears

wait..

"That's a trick?" i asked him, dammit! This isn't going to work.

"Yeah, my first time i told them i didn't cut my toenails.." he said laughing lightly,"Look Zarz, if you don't want to do this, we don't have to, I'm not forcing you. But you have to leave me in the toilet for ten minutes because umm.." he looked down, that's when i registered what he's talking about.

Boner alert.

i spluttered out laughing really loud sounding like a donkey in the process.

i began to calm down and looked at Patrick who had an amusing smirk on his face and that's when i realised: i really do Love him, i wouldn't be able to live without him. He is my everything.

i know cheesy right? But its the truth.

"Patrick I'm just nervous," i said after a few minutes of silence. "I think I'm ready now." i smiled lightly biting my lip, what I'm not trying to be seductive... Okay i am.

Patrick smiled a leaned in kissing my lips, his lips are amazingly soft. They are also quite big and its actually quite relaxing you'd sit there for hours kissing him. Me and Patricks kiss turned into an opened mouthed kiss. Patrick began moving my hoodie, which i didn't mind i mean its about 27 degrees outside..

i began taking off his jacket and throwing some place on the floor, Patrick scooped me closer to him where he began kissing my neck again, placing soft butterfly kisses on the skin between my neck and my shoulder causing me to moan.

whilst Patrick done this he played with the hem of my shirt pulling half way up when i raised my arms feeling confident in letting Patrick see my 34C boobs, not big i know. But they'll do, Patrick threw the t-shirt across the room. That was my green day t-shirt. Ass hole.