☾Goddess //: "A woman who is so beautiful, brilliant, and wholesome that she is simply not like any other women on Earth and therefore possesses some sort of uncommon spiritual element that while it cannot be solidly defined it is clearly present."...
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I just stand there frozen, not able to say anything. His voice sounds so familiar and still, it is a voice I have never heard before. Or have I? Silence fills the room. Everything I wanted to say has vanished and the only thing left is fear of being rejected. So, I stand there not bringing out a single word, focusing on his back.
He slowly turns around and walks a few steps towards my direction. I can feel, that he is also unsure about what he should say. After trying not to meet his eyes I finally decide to confront him and immediately after seeing his golden yellowish eyes, everything turns black in front of me and I unconsciously enter his memories.
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"Since the first day I set my eyes on you, I knew that you were my one, true love and that I wanted to spend my entire life with you. I love you. I love you so much." Heimdall says to the woman in front of him, confessing his feelings.
"You know we can't! I have a husband." She answers.
She tries to walk away from him, but he immediately grabs her hand, not letting her go as easily.
"He doesn't have to find out. Our love is so strong, it can endure everything. I know it with all my heart. Give us a chance Frejya." He tries to change her mind.
She looks at his beautiful golden eyes and gives in to him.
"I love you too." She replies in a soft voice.
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"Come back to bed, Freyja," Heimdall says in a sleepy voice after noticing the love of his life not resting next to him.
"I need to leave." She replies without any emotion.
"What are you talking about? Where do you need to go at this hour?" he pauses, while standing up "You need to rest Frejya."
"Heimdall, you knew this day would come." She answers in a monotone voice.
He looks at Freyja shocked, not expecting that the rumors about her were true. She did use men and made them believe that she was in love with them and then went back to her husband as if nothing had happened. And he was one of them. He thought she could change, especially with Ingrid being born. That she could be a different person for him and their daughter, but he was so wrong about her.
"What about our daughter?" he says while hiding his broken heart. "She is only a few days old and you already want to leave her?!"
"There is no place for her in my life. Nobody can know of her existence." She says looking him straight in the eyes, showing him a completely different side of her.
"Frejya!! She is your daughter! Your own flesh and blood!" he replies frustrated not believing her words.
"Yes, it is, but it has also your blood. The wrong blood. If Odr finds out about it, he will kill the three of us." She comments.
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