Goddess // Loki Laufeyson [Book 1]

⭐︎ Chapter 18 ⭐︎

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In the past two weeks, I haven't been doing anything else than training with Odin and Sif improving my fighting skills and my powers more and more. The past few weeks I tried everything to avoid Loki at all costs and surprisingly it worked. I haven't seen him once after our fight and to be honest that is for the best. He hurt me. He took the trust I had in him and threw it away as if it was nothing. As if everything we ever had never existed. As if we never talked to nor knew each other. He talked to me as if I was a stranger. A stranger and nothing more.

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Currently, I am sitting on a bench on one of the balconies of the palace reading the book about Asgards history and heritage. This interesting book made me learn so much about Asgard and it's people. 

My alone time gets interrupted by light steps walking along the long corridor to the balcony I am currently at. I look to the left seeing Frigga standing outside the door.

"Good afternoon Frigga," I say wanting to stand up and bow before her.

"Please stay." she interrupts my actions and makes herself comfortable next to me.

Frigga is such a kind woman. She cares so much for her city and her people and that in my eyes makes her the perfect queen to rule Asgard.

"It is beautiful, isn't it?" she asks me looking into the distance.

"Yes, it really is," I answer looking at the beautiful town before us.

"Can I ask you something, Anna?" Frigga questions not turning her gaze from the view in front of us.

"Anything," I tell her.

"You and my son Loki are close aren't you?" she asks taking me off guard.

So she noticed that there was something between Loki and me, whatever it was it is no more. I don't know what happened to him, but the last time we spoke he turned into a completely different person. A person who didn't care about hurting my feelings at all. After all, he is the only person that really knows how I feel about finding out about my mother. But even knowing how much it hurt me he took my heart once again and destroyed it with his bare hands.  

"Yes, we were," I say coldly biting my inner cheek.

"I thought so." she lets out a deep sight.

I look at her with a questioning look on my face. How did she know about the fight between Loki and me?

"Since your arrival he changed, he changed into the person he once was. But now..." she lets out another sight looking at me.

"Now what?" I ask curiously. 

"Now he is the old Loki again. Sadly, it has always bothered him that Thor is the one favored by the people and their own father. That is why most of his childhood he spent his time trying to prove himself as Thor's equal. He even started to study the magical arts with me only to once be better than his brother." she confesses and then continues.

"It has never been easy for him and his obsession made it only worse. That is why he hasn't the best reputation here in Asgard and why he is seen as the God of Mischief. Sometimes I even think that it was my fault because I didn't do anything to prevent his actions." She finishes still looking into my eyes.

I don't know what to say to her due to her telling me all these personal facts about Loki. I am not part of their family why is she telling me this?

Still, there is one sentence lingering in my mind 'Since your arrival he changed'! What does she mean? Of course, he was different at the beginning, he was nothing like all the rumors about him. But only two weeks ago I have seen his true face. The face everybody in Asgard had already seen.

"I noticed a change in him when you arrived, but sadly it has vanished once again." She says taking my hand in hers.

"Talk to him...please." She tells me, hope filling her eyes, but it is gone as soon as I spoke out my next words.

"I'm sorry, but I can't" 

"You are as strong-minded as your father," she mutters turning her gaze back to the city. 

"Anna...at least talk to him," she says looking at the observatory in the distance. 

//So, Frigga knew all along that there was something going on between Loki and Anna. Do you think Anna should go and talk to him again?

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