The Bet

DONE

Jamie's Pov

I am done I can't anymore. I have to die I want to die. When I am done screaming at Cat I lock myself in my room and turn on the water in my bathroom. I make sure that the door leading into the guest room is locked. I have been thinking about this moment since before I meet Nate. With my mom dying in the car accident and my father's abusive words I wanted it all to end. I was hanging on by a thread trying to pull myself up off the ledge. Nate pulled my back to shore like I was a ship drifting off into the ocean being close to forgotten.
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Once I lock all the doors I sit infront of my mirror. I apply makeup and lip stick. When I walked into the bathroom I wrote a letter to cat.
Dear Cat,
Cat when you find this note I will already be gone. Just know that I love you and I always will. The baby that you are carrying is your salvation don't let anyone take it from you like I did. Don't self don't sabatogge yourself.Cat you are my best friend in the whole world I love you.
- Jamie

After I am done with the note I turn on the water in the bath tub. I am worried for Cat is she gonna be ok?

Cat's Pov

Jamie just rushed off and locked herself in the room. I miss the old Jamie my best friend. I have a feeling something bad is happening. Walk towards the door to her bathroom and see that it is locked. Jamie never locks both doors. She could be hurting herself right now. I need to get in! I run to the window outside of Jamie's room. When I look in I see her make up on the floor and a box of razors. Jamie always has her window a nudge open so I open it all the way and climb in causing a lot of pain. When I looked in the bath room there was nothing unusual untill I saw Jamie in the tube her arms out with three lines on her wrists. I run or attempt to run and then I saw a letter on the ground. I did not care about it I checked to see if Jamie was alive  I did not find one. I should have never gave her time to cool off or waited. When I look at the note it says:
Dear Cat,
Cat when you find this note I will already be gone. Just know that I love you and I always will. The baby that you are carrying is your salvation don't let anyone take it from you like I did. Don't self don't sabatogge yourself.Cat you are my best friend in the whole world I love you.
- Jamie

I can't stop the tears from my eyes my heart feels gone. What am I gonna do how am I going to go on?
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The ambulance  arrived at my house and I walk to the door. When I opened the door two tall guys stood infront of me. I showed them in and took them to the bathroom.

"How long has she been like this?" One of the tall guys ask.

"I found her about ten minutes ago." I started to cry.

"Hey I feel a pulse it is weak but it is still there." When he said that my heart leaped.

"Ok do what ever you have to do just bring her back to me." Then I felt this sharp pain in my stomach and I almost feel to the side.

"Ma' m are you Ok?"

"I think I am going into labor." I say in a sream escapes my lips.

"Ok ma'am my name is Jason and I can help you through this ok?" I was so mad at the fact that he stay calling me ma'am like damn.

"Ok listen don't c-call me ma'am again ok?" Jason slightly rolled his eyes another contraction happened so I let it go. When the other guy put Jamie's body on the gurny I started to cry not the fact that my baby is coming it was that I lost my best friend and in this moment in time I was officially alone.