It's so stupid
I hate it
I just can't change it
Up and writing
Struggling to sleep
Nothing's different
Why would it be
Things got better
At least for a little while
But it's always the same
This feeling always comes back
The feeling of being empty
The feeling of being alone
I guess I'm used to it now
I just thought this time would be different
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I can't help but write
Even when I don't know what to write
I have to
I used to cut my skin
Leaving me marked
Now I write
Hiding the truth
Of my feelings
It's a good way to vent
But it's also
A good way to be alone
I don't share my darkest poems
They are just for
Me and my demons
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Her eyes showed the truth
You could see how much pain she was in
How much she hated what her life had become
She cried every night silently
While secretly wishing to die
Everyday with a big fake smile
Plastered all over her face
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Alone again
The only one awake in a dead house
I cry silently wishing for a better tomorrow
While holding on to today
Him
He is always here
In the back of my mind
Strolling through my thoughts
I hate it but I love it as well
I smile
I think i love him
But life seems to have others plans
I will cherish the time I have left
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Words
Words on pages
Words that we speak
Words that heal us
Words that break us
The world is made up of words
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I like you
More then I should
When you come home
I'm happy
I can't help but
Wake up before
You leave
All I want
Is to be in
Your arms
For you to
Never let me go
I'm falling in love
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11/11/15
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My Broken Thoughts
PoesíaSo these are some poems I've written over the last few years. Warning some are pretty depressing while others are mushy love poems. The ones with dates as titles are my super old poems from 2015 Hold on and enjoy the wild ride of my broken thoughts.
