Self Loathing

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I never realised how pretty the world was until I found myself in the deep pit of self hate.
Questioning every choice I've ever made and every feeling I've ever felt.
Wondering if any of it was real as I looked around and admired the world around me.
I loathed myself for simply being alive in this beautiful place,
As I looked upon an ocean that sparkled like diamonds, I wished I was never born.

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